The Ex Factor

Chapter 3 Bonus

Aubrey's Pov

Raven's body was pinned up against the wall with nowhere to go... not that she wanted to. I looked down at her feet letting my eyes raked over her smooth legs. The way her shirt clung to her thighs made me want her even more. I don't know if it was the lust talking for me, but I wanted to rip the little bit of clothing she had on, off.

It amazed me how no matter how much she pulls away from me, we always end back up in this same predicament. We have sex and then she regrets it in the morning. Everything in me was telling me to leave, but the way she stared at me when she said "I love you," made whatever second thoughts I might have had, go away.

I placed my lips in the base of her neck, sucking and biting as she moaned and fought with my belt buckle. As soon as she got it loose my zipper came down and her hand dipped inside stroking me through my boxers. "Fuck, Raven," I groaned against her neck, as my fist hit the wall behind us. I was really trying to keep it down, but she was making me feel weak. Knocking her hands away, I grabbed her thighs and lifted her up against the wall and she wasted no time wrapping her legs around me. I began to grind my hips into hers. The only sound that could be heard was the gasps and frustrated moans coming from her lips.

Her hands gripped my shirt yanking it over my head and I did the same to hers leaving her in just a bra. I reached around her back trying to unhook the clasp, but it was like the more pulled, the more it resisted.

Raven groaned pulling her lips from mine. "Just rip it Aub-" Before she could finish her sentence I already had the thin lace bra on the floor. I looked at her and she had a smile on her face, I guess we had the same idea. My eyes glared at her now naked breasts causing me to bite my lip. They were both so fucking perfect. 

My tongue ran over her caramel skin, lapping, and tasting her neck that smelled so sweet. Raven arched her back putting her breasts in perfect view of my lips and I took full advantage.

"Aubreyyy..." My name was dragged from her lips as she rocked her hips hard against me. I knew what that meant but I kept on teasing her nipples, flicking and nibbling on them with my teeth.  She's going to be pissed when she sees the bite marks in the morning.

I held onto her hips stopping her from grinding against my friend that was at full attention. It was time to take care of the need between both of our legs, but then it hit me, "I don't have a condom." I fucked up last time by not telling her about the condom situation, and I didn't need a repeat of it.

"It's okay, I'm on birth control." She replied, causing me to look at her sideways. My first reaction was who the hell is she fucking for her to be on birth control, but before I could say anything she pressed her lips against mine, parting my lips with her tongue. That was all it took.

In a matter of seconds, I was ramming inside of her. Raven was whispering the sexiest things in my ear and it was driving me crazy. My slow and deep strokes were sped up, digging into her faster and harder as I held her by her hips. When I looked at Raven I saw the most beautiful image. Her swollen lips were just staring at me, begging to be kissed. She was trying to take control, but I held her hips down so that she couldn't move as I stroked deeper and deeper.

Her mouth opened, but no sound came out and when it finally did, a scream rang throughout the house, but I quickly covered her mouth with mine to shush her. Her hands that were resting on my shoulders moved down my back, scratching me up in the process, but I didn't care. I just wanted to please her and I was obviously doing my job because she was calling out my name like she was saying a prayer.

My thumbs dug deeper into her hip bone pulling out of her and slamming back in. Leaning my head down, I kissed her deeply and she dug her teeth into my bottom lip. That only made me quicken the pace. I knew I wasn't gonna last much longer, and as soon as Raven's walls had tightened around my dick, it was about to be a wrap.

"Fuck, baby!" I cried out, slowly pulling back and then thrusting into her once more with all I had left in me.

"Oh shit, Aubrey..." She held onto my shoulders and gripped her legs around my waist, squeezing me tightly when our orgasms washed over us and I spilled my seed into her.

Raven wrapped her arms around my neck, burying her face in the crook of it as she let out a shaky breath. Once our breathing evened out, I felt her lips leaving light kisses on my flesh. "Can we just stay like this?" she asked softly. It was strange how affectionate Raven was being and for a second or two I was ready to feed into it, but I wasn't trying to set myself up for a failure. We were living in the moment because tomorrow was going to be a different story.

"We're not done yet," I whispered in her ear. It was clear we weren't finished and I didn't want our son to wake up and decide to come down the stairs, because I think it's a little too soon to explain the birds and the bees to him. Stepping out of my jeans I carried Raven up the stairs, down the hall, and into the bedroom.

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I thought back on that night more than once. I told Raven it was a mistake but was it really? I mean we did have sex repeatedly that night. I could've easily left, but I didn't want to. Hell, if Ava wasn't in town, I probably would've stayed the entire night. Even laying next to Ava right now I couldn't shake memories of Raven from my head. She was in my bloodstream, and that's not good at all. I'm trying to do right, and I want to do right by Ava, but hearing Raven admit to still being in love with me really threw me off my game plan. This whole time I've been begging and pleading, and it's like as soon as I get my shit together and I find a good woman to move on with, she hits me with this. That's why I found myself restless at 2:00 A.M. weighing my options. On one hand, I have Ava who's been nothing, but good to me. She's intelligent, attractive, caring and these past few months she's been there for me whenever I needed her. Then there's Raven. She fun to be with, we're always smiling and laughing when we're together, she's a great mother to our son, and most of all my family loves her. I swear the first time I looked at her, something just clicked. When I look back on it now, I can't believe how fast I fell in love with her. I never would've thought we'd hurt each other so much.

"Hey baby, you okay?" I looked over at Ava seeing that she was now wide awake.

"Yeah I'm fine, I'm just thinking about some stuff," I replied. It sounded a lot better than I was reminiscing about sex with my ex.

"You wouldn't happen to be thinking about how much your friends hate me, would you?" Ava asked as she rested her head on my chest.

We've had this talk over and over again. The tension in the house was thick it was hard to convince her otherwise, but I was gonna try to anyway. "Baby, I told you they don't hate you. They just don't know you."

"Yes they do and I don't know why, I'm nothing but nice to them." Ava sounded a bit hurt by it, and so am I. It puts me in a tough spot knowing that my girl and my friends don't get along, but I know the blame isn't completely on my friends.

"Baby, you did throw out their food and you called them bums." I quickly refreshed her memory. Things didn't go left between them until that was said.

"I didn't say those exact words. I just stated that it's a little odd for a bunch of grown men to be living under one roof. They shouldn't be living off of you. It feels like a frat house in here." I laughed when she called the crib a frat house. It reminded me of something Raven used to say whenever the crew would get on her nerves. Ava sat up on her elbow giving me a strange look. "I just told you that your friends don't like me, and you think it's funny?"

"I'm not laughing at that Ava, I was just-" I paused for a second before I made the mistake of bringing up Raven's name. She was still upset about what happened between us. "Look Ava, you can't worry about what other people think. I love my friends, but at the end of the day, there are only two people in this relationship, and that's you and me." I responded and kissed her lips. That was the only way I knew how to get her to drop the subject. Ava then smiled and laid her head back down on my chest. It only took a few minutes for her to go back to sleep, but for me, it wasn't that easy.

My thoughts were still running wild. The last thing I want to do is hurt Ava, but I'm not sure if I made the right decision with Raven. I never felt pain like the day Raven walked out on me with our son, and then to have my feeling stomped on over and over again every time I tried to make things work between us only made it worse. When she told me that she wanted to give us another try, Ava wasn't the only reason I said no, a part of me wanted her to feel that same pain I had to put up with for the last three years. Maybe now she gets it.