i - missing you

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" dear my dearest love ginny,

  everything has been really hard without you, gin. molly hasn't made dinner in so long. i know you only died 3 weeks ago. but it feels like a long time. percy makes dinner every night. bill is never here, as always. i have never seen harry so disassociated from us in so long. ron won't leave his bloody room ever. i mean, who could blame him. we literally miss you so much. it still feels like a dream, i'm just fucking begging to wake up right now. to wake up next to you, as you kiss me on the forehead and say good morning.

  to walk down the creaky stairs while holding hands, having molly greet us good morning with breakfast. her delicious breakfast. 

  i cant sleep at night. all i see is you. i mean, theres really no problem with that - you're absolutely stunning. but, everytime i close my eyes, i see you, hear you, it keeps me up for hours on end. it's like you're driving my crazy - i miss you so fucking much ginny. we all do, really. we have been all dislocating from eachother,

  you know how fred and george are always bubbly and outgoing? oh. yeah... their eyes are always puffy, tear stains on their cheeks. they stopped playing pranks on us. they stoped picking on ronald. 

  sorry ginny. i know this is kinda stupid to write these letters. i know you aren't ever going to get these anyways. luna said this was a good way to cope, so i did. if anyone walked in on me writing these, they'd probably think i've gone mental. 

  i love you ginny. dont forget that.


                                                    from your one and only love,

                                                                      - addylin "


―𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐘,﹙ginny weasley.﹚Where stories live. Discover now