―𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐘,﹙ginny weasley.﹚

iv - remember

" dear my darling, ginny, 

remember when we first started dating in fourth year? wow, it was great. we went to the yule ball together. i remember when i went dress shopping with harry -- and you went with ron. i remember seeing you walk into the great hall, looking stunning. everyone's eyes were glued on you. damn, i was so fucking lucky to have you. i remember when neville asked you to dance with him, you looked at me with a look questioning me. i nod my head in agreement. neville grabbed your waist and hand and you grabbed his shoulder and accepting his hand to intertwine with yours, as you and neville swayed back and forth, exchanging sweet smiles. i scoffed internally, wondering why you were having so much fun with neville. but in that moment i didnt have to worry about you leaving me. giving that you are/were a lesbian - i dont know why i was salty about it at the time. but after you and neville danced - neville seemed so happy, i could tell he fancied you, well - basically everyone in that goddamn room did. 

anyways, ive been missing you alot recently, from writing these letters and bringing up our memories together. it just makes me really emotional, we only dated for 3 years before you passed away. it just seems like... well - we made alot of memories, but, it doesnt seem like enough. i need more, ginny. i wish you never went, but i really couldnt do anything about it. 

                                                        love,

                                                     - addilyn "