"She's Just Using You" (Jay Park x Reader)

Bar Scene

You and Jay rode together to the venue hall along with ChaCha, Gray, Dominic, and Loco, and you were overjoyed that Trina chose to meet Jay at the location rather than carpool.

Your favorite part of working at AOMG was being backstage before the show hyping everyone up for the performance. No matter the mood of the day, or any fights and disagreements that happened earlier, everyone came together to put on an amazing show for the fans, and you were just happy to be a part of it.

Everything went as planned when you arrived to the hall. The technicians were setting up the lights and putting up barriers near the stage, and ChaCha's equipment had been unloaded and set near the DJ booth for him to sort through, and he quickly got started on his setup for mic checks and sound checks. You and Jay joked around with the dancers once backstage, and you had almost completely forgotten about how hurt you felt seeing Jay and Trina together earlier that afternoon. He couldn't possibly be that serious over someone he had JUST met, right?

"Hey Y/N, how do I look?" Jay interrupted your troubling thoughts to show you his outfit he put together. You knew it was for her.

"Hmmm, well, it depends. What's the occasion?" You leaned back against an open space on the wall to examine his clothing choices closer.

"Trina. She's coming tonight...hopefully more ways than one." He licked his lips and gave a devilish grin you knew all too well.

"Eww Jay! I didn't need to know that!" You covered your ears to spare yourself of any additional details. Jay always knew how to make you squirm, and his sexual escapades was definitely one way. You brushed past him and to an open chair at one of the tables in the lounge.

"Oh come on, Y/N! It's not like me and you are sharing a hotel room and you have to hear it." He laughed, amused by your disgust and followed you over to the table.

"You're not really going to have sex with her, are you?" You pryed. You held your breath and prayed that the answer would be no.

"I don't know, Y/N," he lowered himself to sit ontop of the table facing you, but not making direct eye contact,"she's...different, ya know? She's not like these other girls."

"Oh, so you mean only her boobs are fake and not her ass?" You mentally gave yourself a high five for such a quick and well thought out snap back.

Jay looked at you, clearly unimpressed with your joke- "Why do you care anyway? Don't you want me to find someone to settle down with and have a family?"

Of course you did, but why did it have to be with anyone other than you?! This was it. You knew you needed to speak up about your feelings for him, especially if he was considering sleeping with Trina.

"Your happiness means more than anything to me, Jay, but...maybe there's someone out there who might be....I don't know....better?" You lowered your eyes to your twirling thumbs that fidgeted with a piece of your frayed jeans.

"Someone better, huh? Like who?" You met each other's eyes and you felt your heart melt on contact. You struggled to speak, and Jay's eyes widened at you waiting for an answer.

"Like....like...m-"

"OH MY GOD! JAY BABY!" That all to familiar high pitched voice could've caused you to commit murder. Trina burst through the door with her arms outstretched and running toward Jay. Her heels made her almost as tall as him, and you could tell that her dress was brand new, courtesy of Jay Park himself. Trina brought a friend and quickly introduced her and Jay to each other before wrapping her arms around his neck and spoiling his lips with one kiss after another.

"Hey guys, we go on in 10! Let's huddle up!" the choreographer shouted from the other room. Jay led Trina and her friend to the viewing area backstage before quickly jogging back over to the group huddle. You were mentally beating yourself up over not being able to say what was on your mind, but what use would that do? You didn't want to throw Jay off his game for the show tonight, so part of you was also glad that you hadn't said anything.