"She's Just Using You" (Jay Park x Reader)

"You Did What?!"

4 hours of sleep and a pounding headache later, you were up and ready to leave this godforsaken city behind along with Trina and whatever else could go wrong this last leg of the tour. Luckily you had packed all of your belongings up the day before and didn't have much to do this morning besides down a few aspirins and a Gatorade. The time on your phone read 9:45 AM and checkout was at 11. You jumped in the shower, got dressed and started making some wake-up calls for the crew so you could check out on time and load up on the tour bus. Everyone answered except for Jay. You tried begging Loco and Gray to go knock on his hotel door, but they declined your offer leaving you to face the music of last night's events on your own.

You stood outside of Jay's door trying to collect your thoughts and remain strong for when you saw him. Deep breath, Y/N. It's just Jay. Maybe Gray was right and everything has been forgotten.

You prepare yourself to knock, but before your knuckles could make contact with the door, you heard a noise coming from the other side. Laughter. Your heart sank. You turned to walk away realizing that Jay was not alone inside of the room, but the sudden gust of air from the force of the door being pulled open stopped you in your tracks.

Jay stood shirtless, leaned up against the door holding it open, and with one of his arms wrapped around Trina. They kissed in-between their childish giggles and all you could do was stare. Jay finally noticed you out of the corner of his eye and looked at you as if he had just seen a ghost.

"Hey." He swallowed, looking at you nervously. Trina eyed you like you were the scum of the Earth. Lower than that. The scum of the scum of the Earth. Like she wanted to step on you and throw the shoe away.

"Hey." You replied, looking down at the carpet of the hallway.

"I'll see you later, baby." Trina gave Jay one last peck on the lips before heading to the elevator. It remained quiet between the two of you before Jay finally broke the silence-

"Do you...umm, want to come in?" He offered.

"Yeah, I- I think we should probably talk now that you're alone." Jay nodded and stepped aside allowing you to walk in to the room.

The bed was disheveled and you already knew what had occurred between him and Trina. How much longer did you want to put yourself through this?

"So.." Jay started, finding a seat on the edge of the bed while you stood near the TV stand.

"So, what?" You responded.

"You already know, Y/N. Last night. You tried to kiss me infront of Trina."

"I wasn't trying to kiss you infront of her.."

"Then what were you trying to do?" You hesitated for a moment. You could see the anger in his eyes, and the curiosity in his body language. "Hello?"

"I was...I was hoping that if you kissed me, then you wouldn't want to kiss Trina." You closed your eyes, afraid to look at Jay's face. He didn't speak. The room grew increasingly still and made you uncomfortable by the second. You opened your eyes and saw Jay with his head in his hands and his fingers raked through his hair.

"Aren't you going to say anything?" You questioned. You felt half-relieved finally getting this admission off your chest.

"I'm confused, Y/N." Jay moved his hands to the back of his neck and lifted his eyes back to yours. How could he be confused? You thought you were being very straightforward. You felt yourself becoming annoyed with his oblivion of what you were trying to say.

"Of course you're confused. I bet if I were Trina you'd probably understand real well, wouldn't you?" You snipped back. You weren't sure where this comment had come from, but you are already in too deep to turn back.