Jessica walked towards her tall wall mirror. She took her clothes off leaving herself only in her black lace Victoria Secret underwear. She pinched her cheeks and grabed her thigh trying to fit it in her both hands. There was a tiny bit of fat blocking her left hand to touch the right hand. "NO NO NO NOOO!" She quickly tugged her arm under her bed and draged her scale toward the mirror and stepped on it. Her back straight, her arms positioned like a soldier beside her thighs. "That's too much!!" Jessica panicked.
She started walking around backwards and forwards. She couldn't take it anymore. She grabbed the blade near her bedroom stand and slit her wrist with It. She started bleeding. She went back into the toilet to take a hot bath. She wiped the blood away and grabed some tissue, held it tight and jogged down the stairs to grab a scotch she then went upstairs again and took of her bra. Her scotch pouring down her sore throat.
She wasn't an alcoholic but she could drink more than anyone ever could in an hour.
She took of her panties and grabbed a lush bomb. She wanted to relax and forget. Her body was amazing. She had long legs, luscious lips, curly ashy blond her, round boobs and curvy booty. If perfection existed, she'd be the definition of it. She was beautiful since forever. Everyone could see that except her. Suddenly her phone pinged it was Danny. "When are we meeting up?" "Holy shit!" She said to herself replying "So so sorry! I totally forgot. Maybe next time😊" she texted back. He replied "Don't forget next time, baby😘" She smiled to herself.
She popped inside her hot bath. Once she got out she looked at her wrist. The cut was deep. Not deep enough for her vains to pop though. It stopped bleeding. She got herself into her silky pj's and set her alarms. She went to brush her teeth. She noticed her throat had red specks all over her inside. Jessica would starve herself as long as possible than binge and purge on anything. It was a routine. Than her anxiety pills and anti depressants. Her body was clearly showing it can't take it anymore. Jessica didn't care though. She was all about self destruction.
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RandomA Jessica Lange and Danny Huston love story. It will contain sexual content so view at your own risk. It's my first one so hope you enjoy♡ It will also contain alcohol, drugs and mental illness mention. Also self harm.
