I'm Not hurt [DREAMNOTFOUND]

i'm fine

GUYS PLESE FIX MY TYPOS OR GRAMMAR MISTAKES. ENGLISH IS NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE AND I WOULD APPRECIATE EVERY TYPE OF HELP OR CRITISISM :>

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   End of November. It's getting colder every day. The only green left is in his eyes. The only green he is able to see. 

You said you love me then why are you leaving?

     George slowly opened his eyes still having flashbacks of his Dream. He slowly got up with a slight headache and went directly to the bathroom to do his daily routine. After eating breakfast he started just scrolling through social media before stumbling upon Dream's tweeter account.

   dream @dreamwastaken2

I joke with my friends because i'm comfortable within my sexuality and so are they. There's lots of LGBTQ+ members on the SMP, and even in the Dream Team. I have no need to "profit" off of "pretending to date George", we're not dating and have no plans to,  and we've said said that.

     We're not dating. Words that will ring in George's head for a long time. He just chuckled reading the tweet before putting his phone away. He wasn't in mood for handling that too right now. Before he could do anything else discord call popped out on his screen. Of Course it was Clay. Who else could it be. He sighed starting his call with his friend.

- What's up Dream?

George put small smile on his face so his bad mood won't really show.

- We're supposed to record. Hello? Earth to Gogy.

They couldn't help but laugh. After all they were bestfriends and they really enjoyed eachother's  company. It felt like their friendship could take everything and it still won't change but we all know how life works. Not everything can go the way we want.

- Yeah i know, i know. I'm sorry i'm back to reality.

Even if he wanted to hide his emotions from Clay it wasn't that easy when he felt like his heart is breaking.

- Aye George what's bothering you? Something happened? If you need to talk, you know i'm always here for you.

    In that moment Clay broke George's bubble. He just started crying. Crying on call with Dream. He wanted to hang up, he didn't want the other boy to see him like this but what could he do. He wanted Clay to know about his feelings but they were like a brick down his throat. He can't just confess to him, their friendship was too precious. Dream tried to calm George down but since it didn't work he just waited for him to calm down by himself. You could clerly see how worried Clay was. George have never acted this way.

- George, talk to me...

   George was just sitting there with his face covered with hands. He was terrified at this point. What he was supposed to say. After couple minutes boy looked up and sighed.

- i'm sorry i'm just having a bad day. It's really nothing i'm just not in mood right now.

Clay just nodded smiling softly.

-I get it. Don't worry we can move the recording for tomorrow. You should just relax and focus on yourself. You can talk to me too if you wanna.

      After this they talked for good four hours. No one ever made George this happy. Clay was different, he was special. He was important.  It was around 6 pm when George and Dream finished talking. Clay couldn't stop thinking about  George. What happened to him? He was literally broken. Even when he was normally sad he would never show it. There was something really bad going on and Clay couldn't leave one of the most important people in his life alone with it. That's when he decided to get plane tickets. 

   George was just relaxing. Talking to Dream really helped him. It was always helping. Talking to this man is like a therapy. It's the only time when George don't have to worry about his feelings towards this boy. 

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George's POV

    This day was such a emotional rollercoaster. I swear  to god what the heck am i supposed to do? I never wanted to admit that but i love him. I love my bestfriend. Just thinking about him makes me feel sad. I know there will be nothing between us and i'm scared that if i will actually tell him what i feel he will stop talking to me. I mean i don't think he would stop because i know him but the anxiety is killing me.                                                                                                                I decided to get myself some snacks and just chill to stop thinking about him.  Everything was going perfect and that's when i heard the knock on my door. I sighed due to my laziness and went to open the door. My eyes widened immidiately dropping bag of chips on the floor. 

- Clay?