Layla's POV
I get done eating my food and me and Jayda go to my room "can I spend the night here?" Jayda ask me "yea you know me and my momma don't care!" I say to her "ok!" She says back to me, (quick description of Jayda* Jayda is in between lightskin and carmel, she haves Long curly Burgundy hair, she haves green eyes, a normal sized pierced nose, freckles all over her face and big lips!) I turn my tv on and give the remote to Jayda "here put something on!" I say as I go into the bathroom to pee, I come out the bathroom and Jayda's watching American Horror Story "bitch bet!" I say to Jayda, she laughs I climb into bed with her and cuddle with her.
She try's to hold me but I automatically get flashbacks of Dion touching my body "no no no no no get offa me!" I semi yell as I break away from her, "you ok?" She says as she looks at me confused "yea my bad I umm I got flashbacks of the party!" I say almost breaking down, "oh come here pretti!" Jayda says as she hugs me she then broke away from me "I love you!" Jayda says to me kissing my forehead "I love you too!" I say as Jayda lays back down I do with her and hold her we watch tv until Asia comes in my room.
I pause the tv "huh?" I ask Asia "dinners done!" Asia says "I just ate!" I say to Asia, "what she cook?" Jayda fat ass ask "she cooked fried catfish and some fried potato's!" Asia says back to Jayda "can you please make me a plate? I want ketchup on my potato's and can you bring me the hot sauce?" Jayda ask "yea!" Asia says as she leave I unpause the tv, "you wanna watch American Horror Story while you eat cause that'll make me throw up!" I ask Jayda "girl fuck no put on a movie or something!" She says I laugh and put a movie on.
Asia comes back with Jayda's plate "Laylay!" Asia says "yea!" I say back to her "can I eat in here?" Asia ask "I don't care" I tell Asia I get my weed and sticks and roll up I spark up and Asia comes in my room with her food, "can you close my door?" I ask Asia she closes the door I smoke with Jayda and watch a movie with Jayda and Asia I swear they're my best friends! My mom comes in the room "Layla why do it smell like weed in here?" She ask "cause I was smoking in here!" I tell my mom, "I knew you was smoking!" My mom says "yep!" I say as I smile she leaves my room.
Asia takes her plate downstairs and comes back upstairs, she eventually falls asleep and Jayda does too. Fuckkkkk I'm in the middle of both of them and I have to piss, I get up and go to the bathroom to go pee, I see the razor blade I don't even think twice I grab it and cut myself. I walk out of the bathroom and lay down, I cut basically my whole arm already, time to move to the next one. I think no I'm supposed to stop! I think again. Ugh my mind is racing, I go downstairs to get something to drink, I see my mom walking someone out the house. She looks at me and comes over to me "hey baby what chu doing up?" My mom ask trying to act normal, "I can't sleep again!" I say "oh babyyyy come here!" My mom says as she holds me "mama!" I say "yes" my mom responds "who was that you were walking out the house?" I ask my mom, "baby his name is AJ he's my boyfriend!" My mom says to me I look at her shocked cause she hasn't dated anyone since my dad, "are you mad at me?" My mom ask me as I still look at her, "no I mean Leon will be kinda mad since you haven't dated anyone since dad!" I tell my mom, "I was going to introduce all of y'all tomorrow can you help me introduce him to Leon?" My mom ask me worried "yes momma!" I say, she holds me for about two more minutes and kisses my forehead, "eww have you brushed up teeth I know AJ was here for something!" I say to my mom, "girl hush yes I brushed my teeth but I'm going to bed goodnight I love you!" My mom says "goodnight I love you too mama!
My mom goes to her room "fuck I'm stressed!" I whisper to myself, I go to my room and see Jayda up "what are you doing up?" I ask Jayda, "man Asia wild sleeping ass was kicking me and shit! Why are you up mama?" Jayda says "girl I can't fucking sleep I just think about shit too much!" I say as I get in the bed "aww my babygirlll!" Jayda says as she holds me, "Jayda wait my arm lemme get it out!" I say cause my cuts start hurting, my white shirt turns red around my wrist cause my cuts start bleeding, "What the hell!" Jayda says as she pulls my sleeve up, she sees my cuts and looks at me "Layla why?" Jayda says, "so nobody is going to come to the conclusion that your boyfriend raped beat and came inside of me, Leon said the same stupid shit why tf else cause I miss my dad no I was raped and assaulted I still have bruises from three days ago!" I say as I go into the bathroom I close the door, Jayda follows me into the bathroom, "Layla talk to me you acting like your ok and everything is peach's and cream I thought you were ok meanwhile your cutting yourself why do you want to cut yourself?" Jayda says as she closes the door so we don't wake Lee-Asia up.