Yah things people say may hurt worse to me like a curse saying i'm not free i don't care if depression gets in my way i can still stand here without regret to pay. I get that people think I'm a threat, it's more than I can forget. But yet I'm better the raps I make are depression letters. I get it. I may not seem depressed but I hide it in a locked up chest. Yea i might be unfree inside but not outside because i don't feel like i can provide. I had a recent ex that I thought was the best she turned on me. They say it's not you, it's me but I know they're tryna keep me happy. Every time I get roughed up I bring myself up. My feelings may be rough enough but I'm tough enough to stay who I am. Yea i know its a first but my first was the worst compared to others. I didn't really have anyone to know like sisters or brothers, not even my own mother. Killer threat i can still win the bet i got this wouldn't be my first time getting taken down and bringing myself up come on i am tough enough to make amends with emotions i don't start commotion. I have physical scars, they don't go too far. Yea i bring myself up more now than i did before i don't care emotions you lose i score. I don't care if I'm roughed up, I'm tough enough to face whoever tries to bring me down. There's a new rapper in town. Gotta maintain it when I'm gone their insane. They try to give me more pain. When they rough me up, I bring myself up. No matter if I lost a fight. I still shine. My life isn't a crime. I just need time to express not to impress. I'm sorta in distress because of stress. Juice wrld was right love don't always come and go. My last ex wasn't what I expected. I hated how I felt incriminated. It's not fair how when im there they said beware. I owe a lot to my depression since it showed me true aggression i have no confession any longer. Old love may be strong but I am stronger. I hate how others bully their brothers. They were both like mine and I was doing fine. Now all our lives are on the line. Covid tried to rough me up. I brought myself up. Flaming rings of pain may burn me up. I still bring myself up. I'm not really the best, I'm only human. Yea i might bring the fight but i don't use all my might because i have the right to live not die. id say just kill me and they wouldn't i said try and they say they couldn't. they actually cared they gave me quite the scare. im bringin myself up for the ones there. I don't care if someone says I'm a curse. There's a whole universe- end of rap
