D E A R C E D R I C

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This is basically a spin off of Autumns journal that she writes in to cope with Cedrics death.

August 5th 1995
Uh hello. Mariah told me to right in this to help me "cope" with Cedric's passing. She said to "write to him" so I guess this is what we're gonna be doing from now on.

Dear Cedric, My love. I miss you so much. I haven't been okay lately and I don't know if you've seen me but I've been staying in your dorm ever since the day you passed away.

I've been doing your laundry as if you were here with me. Even though if you were here you would practically insist that you do it yourself.

I hope you don't mind me keeping a lot of your things. Your father is keeping your quidditch equipment and a few other things.

Im keeping most of your clothing and your rings. And your books. A lot of things

I hope you don't mind Darling.

I know you wouldn't be proud of me for not being productive. And for not eating. But I haven't been able to bring myself to do anything. It all seems useless.

Life without you is miserable.

Ced i hope you're reading this because I'm gonna confess something to you.

Theres been a few nights while you we're still here I would imagine us having a future together. After Hogwarts it was amazing. We lived in a quiet area. Lots of land a house not too big or not too small. It was just perfect for our family. We had 1 daughter named Sienna. And 1 son named Cameron. Sienna and Cameron Diggory. We got the dog you always dreamed of baby. A black lab.

You and Sienna were very close. You practically BEGGGED for her to be born. Jack was about 6 months old when you started to ask for another one. Every night when we put Jack to bed you would say "1 more PLEASEEE" once Jack turned 1 I finally gave in.

Haha crazy right? I wish we could've have that. I don't blame you for anything my love. But if you could give me a sign on what happened I would appreciate it. If you're there.

Darling I love you. More than life itself and I hope you're doing well up there. Don't expect me to leave your room anytime
Soon. I love you forever.
-Autumn Lovegood

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