Confusion a Draco Malfoy love story.

T O X I C

Autumn

I stood there in shock and in complete disbelief. I had trusted this man or should I say boy with everything. And now I see him shagging Pansy Párkinson?! Oh no Draco Malfoy, you fucked with the wrong Slytherin.

I wasn't going to show my innocence this time oh no not at all. As I quickly took it all in to realize what was happening I made my way to the bed and dragged Pansy off.

Yanking her hair and slapping her and punching with no mercy.

"AUTUMN STOP" Draco shouted trying to pull me off of the pug faced bitch. I continued punching until suddenly Draco gripped my waist and pulled me up to leave room for Pansy to scurry out before I could lay another finger on her.

"PUT ME DOWN" I shouted. Draco set me down. I picked up my rings or Cedrics rings  that had fallen from the floor and put them back on. I grabbed my other belongings I had left in the morning. And fixed my hair

"Autumn..." he said motioning towards me "If you take one step closer to me I swear I'll punch you." I spat. "It wasn't what it looked like." Draco said

"Really? Because it looks like you and that pug face were about to shag." I stated

Silence.

"Am I correct?" I seethed "yes b-but-" Draco said as he was cut off by me "then?" I said grabbing my coat. Pools of water started to form in my eyes as I started to come to the next stage of realization. sadness.

I sniffled as I looked down at the faded ground and gripped onto my coat. "I'll be going now." I said softly Draco gripped my arm before I could walk out the door.

"Draco what do yo-" before I could finish my sentence he cupped my face and kissed me passionately. Roughly. He didn't let me go until I started to kiss back. He paused the kiss and words escaped from his mouth.

"I love you and only you." He said gripping my waist and continuing the kiss. "She forced me." He said I stayed quiet not knowing what to believe to what to say.

"Are you being honest?" I said breaking the kiss "I promise you, I would never intentionally mean to hurt you, although I am a little drunk and cannot recall every single detail." He said

I sighed and backed away from his arms slowly. "Stay here with me tonight." Draco said softly as he held out his hand motioning me to come in tact with him.

I looked at the floor and lightly shook my head no. "W-why not?" He said as his voice tightened and water started to pool in his eyes.

"We never talk anymore.." I said as tears fell down my cheeks I sniffled and continued my words "You're never here to spend time with me a-and it feels like you pretend I d-don't exist and I don't know what to think because y-you never tell me." I said huffing as tears just pooled down my face more and more.

Draco

I looked at her as she explained everything she was crying. I didn't quite know if she wanted comfort or if she wanted space.

I looked at her
In silence. I only noticed the little details in this moment

The way her nose twitched when she cried

How red it got when her eyes were watery.

Her pupils would get larger when she was sad and when she cried.

But I soon realized something. None of these things should be happening. I shouldn't be making her cry.

She stopped talking for a few minutes as more tears formed "a-and you cheated on me.." she said through her tears.

It was true but it hurt. Badly.

"But I love you." I said trying to calm myself down "do you really? Because I know you Draco and you know when someone is flirting with you or when you feel the tension." She said biting on her bottom lip

"But you didn't stop her." She said huffing

I glared at the ground as tears slowly pooled down my face.

"I'll be going now." She said making her way pass me . She left the room leaving me alone.

I was angry at everything right now every single thing.

I clenched my jaw and grabbed the bottle of whiskey that was set on the dresser next to me and threw it to the mirror that was set on the wall.

Causing it to shatter.

I threw everything and anything I could.

Shattering the bathroom mirror. Breaking the empty alcohol bottles that I had drank myself.

I soon looked under my bed grabbing my last bottle of alcohol. I looked at it and rolled my eyes.

"Fuck it" I muttered as I flicked the cap off and chugged it.

I slightly scrunched at the strong taste.

Soon after I flopped on my bed and stayed up most of the night

Thinking of her

As always.

I didn't know how long she was going to keep her distance from me but why should I care?

I mean I do care but why should I?

I soon came to face it

I would always care about her

Autumn Sage Lovegood.