The Chaotic Seven! (Taekook)

Chapter 9

Jungkook's POV: (Surprise)

I entered the entertainment building today before 9 in the morning and that is obviously not because of a brown head, beautiful person that's because I woke up early.

I may have been to the library more than two times already having hope that I'll get to see- I mean read a few books for my musical research but I couldn't find hi- I mean it.

He is not here yet, Kook! He comes at 9.

I sighed glancing at my wrist watch! Ten minutes to 9. I have to wait for another ten minutes till I finally re-energize myself and no that's definitely not by seeing his face.

I have been glancing at the main entrance now and then. Is he late today?

I am attracted towards him. He makes me feel things which I know I shouldn't feel at the moment because it can cause me a lot of trouble but again, the heart wants what it wants. My approach towards him may seem very different because no I cannot make someone reciprocate my feelings by quarreling and bickering with them but then again, I love that so much about us.

Have I described how utterly gorgeous he is? He has a natural tan skin which is beautiful and smooth. His hair is a natural shade of brown and he has fringes which softly falls on his forehead that protects his black eyebrows. His eyes are adorably carved yet it becomes small and invisible when he smiles yet his long eyelashes are something you can't miss. He doesn't smile much yet that one day when he did, his lips curved upwards into a heart shaped structure which made his smile so unique and special.
He has a small, petite figure with pretty curves at the correct places also, he keeps them secure and protected under his baggy clothes. If you see him from afar, you might think he is a walking, fluffy teddy bear.

I sound whipped, don't I?

I remember the day when I first saw him and I made fun of him rather was sarcastic with him because he didn't know BTS but then again that is what attracts me so much to him. He is so oblivious to this whole world and the happenings in it. He has his own little world and he is happy in yet I feel he is just so lonely.

I want to admire him, protect him, take care of him, bicker with him, touch him and love him. I want to do a lot of things with him. He makes my heart beat fast and makes me feel everything that I shouldn't feel and that is why I am more intrigued to him.

I cannot say I love him, at least not yet but I can definitely agree to the fact that I like him, a lot actually. From the very first day he has caught my eye and I can't help but like him more while we started bickering with each other day after day. My day can never be complete without us bickering.

Yesterday, I lost my control a bit and confessed that I wanted to kiss him but hey! You can't blame me. His kissable, plum, pink soft lips looked so inviting and enticing. It was as if it was calling me, hypnotising me in it's charm and let me tell you, I, Jungkook is always weak in front of his lips. But I knew if I would have kissed him yesterday because of my stupid, uncontrollable self, he would avoid me, ignore me and currently I can afford anything and everything except his ignorance.

I really didn't think I would listen to my heart and not my mind but as Jin hyung said, sometimes when these things are concerned, we really should follow our heart.

For a moment I really don't care about the contract, all I care about is how I feel about him, how my heart feels about him. I have always kept myself away from relationships, commitments, love. I gave my all into music, composing, my idol life but now when I just take a glance of him, I want him as much as I want music in my life.

I don't know what exactly occured but my life truly did change after he came. I started to feel things and emotions and I ain't scared to face them rather they make me strong and happy. I know, maybe he doesn't feel the same and maybe he won't reciprocate my feelings but I can still like him from afar, right? Also, how can I forget that we at least bicker with each other so that way I can still be close to him, near him.