I did try to be happy I really did. Than Hannah looked at me and just like that she told me she loved me...not like in a friend way! She fell in love with me. She was the most beautiful person I've ever seen and she is in love with me. i was really happy now. I wasn't faking I was actually happy for once. I mean yeah I was happy when I met her but this was different. Ugh! Than we kissed. Yes, I said it we kissed. It was magical its like nothing mattered anymore. She asked me out and I said yes! I was dating the person that I loved! I knew that this relationship was going to last a long time. I'm just so happy I can't explain it. While Hannah and I were sitting on the bench everybody was leaving the hospital. I totally forgot about all of that. So, I took Hannah's hand and we got into the car with my mom and dad. Life was great! I'm still depressed but not at the moment. I'll still cut just not infront of Hannah. I wasn't going to give up cutting just for Hannah because she knew it made me happy. But maybe I wouldn't have to cut since Hannah was with me 24/7...I dont know I guess we'll find out! Well. Im happy now and I'm dead so my life doesn't matter. Goodbye💘
