4. Home.

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by zaynan

by zaynan

Let me tell you my story from the start ,
In which my family just falls apart .

She yelled at me ,
But I just let her do that
Because it felt like home .

He got serious with me
But I never wanted him to stop
Because it felt like home .

She ruined my things
But I begged her not to stop
Because it felt like home .

He pulled my hair
Punched me hard
Kicked my legs
And called me names
But I always wanted him to do that
Because it felt like home.

I didn't realise their worth
Even of the ones who gave me birth.

She doesn't yell at me now . What did I do wrong ?
He isn't serious anymore . He is too busy in the meetings that are long.
She doesn't wanna ruin my things , she's more interested in listening to that song.
He doesn't wanna fight now ! Little did i know i would ever miss that so bad .

I just want it to be normal again
Because it doesn't feel like home
All I am is alone
Lonely in my no parking zone
They don't even pick up my phone .

This is the story of my family which fell
And now it feels like hell
If only i had a magic bell
Which could take me back to my heaven
My family ,
My home .

~zaynan