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My last words

I was just a normal girl,
I lived a happy life,
I was myself, and I was able to smile.
Ive got older,
Things are getting colder.
Ive tried to escape,
But i was too scared.

Ive tied a rope around my neck,
Cut my wrist into pieces.
Cried myself to sleep,
Cause i wasnt able to dream.
Im slowly dieing,
But ur only laughing.
My misery is so funny.
But im not laughing.

If you read this,
Do you think, thats funny?
Id just rather die,
I dont know, hoe did i survive.

I fall for boys,
But they all broke my heart.
Fuckboys, liars, and the one,
That i still love.

I didn't have real friends,
They was all motherfuckers.
Two, or three left,
The others abandoned.
Why did i trust them?

Are you happy now?
Are you satisfied?
You broke me, killed me,
Im about to die.

You are so fake,
Stab me from the back.
Your knife cuts lika a sharp,
Let me bleed out on the street,
An plesase make fun of me.

These are my last words.
You cannot read it, my lover.
My secret is still under a padlock.
I really love you,
But you dont do the same.
Lenne say goodbye,
Just leave my head.
Or i will die there.
This world is not for me,
Lemme just give up,
So goodbye forever now.