Behind Closed Doors

The Need to Dance

Ty

I am so unbelievably tired. That double shift nearly knocked me on my ass. Granted my day started off a little shit with all the crap Ronnie pulled. I'm still wanting to know what made Jamie kick off and I chewed the inside of my mouth deciding whether or not I should knock on her door so late in the evening.

Armed with a full cheesecake as promised by Trev, I turned the corner in the street. When I reached Jamie's, I noticed that her car wasn't in the driveway, she must be out. I continued to walk to my home, and it felt as though it was dragging my body up the stairs. I popped the cheesecake in the fridge and then locked up. The cheesecake can wait until the morning. For once it feels as though I am going to get a decent sleep.

Before I knew it, morning had come around and I rejoiced at the fact that I had slept all the way through, undisturbed, blissful sleep. I honestly cannot remember...No wait I do, that night I had with Jamie helped me sleep properly for the first time in over two years. Maybe she is a lucky charm. I need to sort out all the conflict going on in my head with regards to Jamie.

Just thinking about her makes me smile and I allow it to creep over my face and remember that night we had in my hotel room.

Flashback

"I'm giving you a night you will never forget..." Jamie had been straddling me on the chair and I had made her stand up, albeit it was only for a matter of seconds as my fingers traced her outer lips. Tracing them softly along, revelling in her smooth skin, I pushed my fingers further down and the pads of my fingers gently inserted her, making her moan. "Now, do you want to ride them?" Jamie nodded her head. "Jamie, I'm a verbal kind of woman, I need to hear your words."

"Yes, I want to ride your fingers." I gave her a lop-sided smirk and pushed my fingers in further, feeling her deliberately clench around my fingers, I looked hard into her eyes until she relaxed.

"Feel free to sit back down and ride them." I'm not usually bossy when it comes to a fling, but there is something about Jamie that just ticks all the boxes I look for in a woman. Jamie brought me out of my thoughts when she whispered in my ear how good it feels but she needed more. I obliged of course and gave her third finger to ride on. "When you get close, I want you to tighten up hard around me." Moments later I felt her clench around my drenched fingers and I guttural moan later, Jamie had released herself on my fingers.

Moments later, after a catching her breath, Jamie went to stand, and I tightened my free arm around her waist holding her in place. "Easy tiger, let me slip them out slowly." Jamie nodded and the second I removed my fingers from her, I quickly wrapped my arm around her, making her squeal as I lifted her up and tossed her on the bed. I wasted no time and scooped her legs, licking my lips and flashing her a look.

"Go for it." Good to know she has the use of her mouth for consent. I licked my lips again and dipped my head and trailed my tongue over the juicy peach below me. Jamie tasted exquisite and I knew that I was hooked on pleasing her. I promised her for a night she will never forget, and I intend to keep her here until she can't take anymore.

Present

Just thinking about that night leaves me hot under the collar and my hand journey's south into my underwear and a swift check, I was indeed wet. Then came the memories, and my fingers got to work. I needed to let off this release or I'm never going to be able to work on a friendship or whatever is building between us. Delving against my wetness for Jamie, I didn't want to prolong my release as I was exhausted and needed sleep, so made work on my throbbing mound fast and curled my toes into my bed, flipped my head back into my pillow and let out a contented moan. Jumping up quickly, I went to the bathroom to freshen up and headlights caught my attention in the hallway and as I went to close my blinds, I noticed that it was Jamie home and smiled to myself.

Last night's sleep was blissful. I have a full day off today, kind of makes up for working a double shift yesterday and since I don't need to work until the late shift tomorrow, I smiled contently to myself and buried myself back under my covers. I have no plans; I'm restricted on what I can and cannot do and that's not down to the restrictions that are in play. Closing my eyes again, I drifted back off to sleep, wanting my body to feel absolutely rested.

I jolted an hour later and determined not to sleep the day away, I got up and had my shower, chucked on some light clothing as it was still going to be warm outside and quickly hosed down the back garden. I really should get this hose back to Jamie, she might be needing it for her garden. But then I remembered the cheesecake in my fridge and now I had two reasons to visit Jamie but there was no way the hose and the cheesecake could go on the one trip. The cheesecake wins this morning. The hose will need to go back another time.

I washed my hands and then opened up my fridge and grabbed the cheesecake and made my way over to Jamie's. I got to the foot of her stairs and became nervous. I don't know why exactly, but I let out a breath and climbed the steps. When I got to the top, I raised my hand and noticed that it was shaking slightly. 'Get a grip!" I muttered to myself and knocked on Jamie's door. I waited for a few minutes and it finally swung open. My heart leaped into my chest and a bikini clad Jamie stood in front of me. "Uhm, hey."

"Hey! Sorry we were out the back and if it weren't for Jordan's super hearing, I would have never known you were at the door." We? Great, she has company.

"Don't worry about it. I'm only dropping off some cheesecake since Trev said you disappeared without your purchase yesterday. I couldn't drop it off last night as I was shattered." I really need to stop rambling. Jamie let out a small chuckle and then, who I assume to be Jordan came into sight, also in a bikini.

"Thanks. Do you want to come in? You can join us out the back garden if you like?" No way am I going to be a third wheel here, it would be awkward as anything and I need to bring my attraction for Jamie into check and seeing her with another woman, that was a massive reality check.

"Ah, nah. But thanks anyway. Enjoy the cheesecake." I quickly turned around before anything else could be said and made my way down the steps and back towards my house. That was a bit of a slap on the face, but it's my fault. I was insistent on no labels but seeing her with another woman hit me with a massive dose of reality.

I paced my living room for a good solid half an hour trying to work out the best form of therapy and it kept coming back to the same thing, I need a drink. It's still too early in the day to do that, so I grabbed my phone and dialled a number I knew off by heart. "Hey, it's me... yeah I'm okay. I'm just calling to see if you have plans tonight?" Pause. "Great, do you fancy hitting a club, I have some pent-up frustration to get rid of... See you there. Say eight? Great. Bye." With my plans organised for this evening, all I needed to get through was the rest of the day.

Looking around the house, I've turned it around since I moved in, but it still looks...bare. I'm not counting my chickens as I know I could potentially be out of this property soon and back to the land of the living. What to do...what to do. Bugger this. I'm going back to bed for a bit, make sure I'm ready to party the night away.