I want to say that this is the moment I realized what I did was wrong. This moment, Sebastian standing, frozen right inside the front door, his eyes locked with mine across the room full of passed out college students. The truth is however, i knew this was wrong before i did it, so why did i do it? ...i don't even know...
It all started last weekend when Sammy told me about Eli's plan to take Sebastian out of town this Friday night. A guys night away, or as Eli called it a "pre-bachelor party.' It was too early to be the actual bachelor party, but the guys felt the need to take him away to celebrate. So of course Sammy and I decided to do the same. We planned this party, at Sebastian and my place, for while he was away. Of course there was always a chance of getting into trouble, but in our naive minds, we would be up early enough to clean all evidence before the guys returned home.
"EVERYONE OUT!" I am snapped out of my thoughts and back to the present, where Eli is yelling at everyone leftover from the party last night, getting them all to leave. Sebastian is still standing there, his gaze zeroed in on me.
As strict as Sebastian was, he is not a yeller. That's probably why Eli was the one making people leave. It didn't matter why or who thought. What matters is everyone was leaving. Soon enough, Eli is dragging Sammy out the door, and the only people left are Sebastian, and me. I feel myself drowning in his disappointment as he slowly walks towards me. He sits next to me, and no words are necessary, I get up and walk to his right side, but before he does anything he just looks me dead in the face.
"bath brush." i hesitate for a second before walking away, mist filled eyes, to go grab the dreaded implement. I head back to the living room and hand it to him. He stands up, circles his arm around my back, bending me over so slightly. He pushes my pants down, followed by my panties, and i feel the cold wood of the brush resting on my left cheek, causing some panic.
"No, Seb, i'm sorry, i'm sorry." i plead, but he ignores me.
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"AHHH," i scream as he firmly holds me there. "I'M SORRY PLEASE STOP, PLEASE STOP, PLEASE STOP!"
*CRACK CRACK* A final two, placed purposefully low. He lets me go and sits down.
"Remove everything from waist down completely, and start cleaning the mess in the living room, and ONLY the living room." He was still holding the bath brush so i didn't hesitate, i took off my pants and underwear, set them on the couch beside him and started collecting empty beer cans and bottles, and garbage, as he watched me. Once garbage was gone I grabbed paper towels, sponges, cleaning sprays, and started cleaning the various colored spills that were on my living room floor. After a couple of minutes Sebastian gets up. I can feel him come up behind me while i am on my hands and knees, and without hesitation...
*CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK*
"AHH" i twist away from him and sit on my butt to prevent more blows.
"back on all fours." is all he says. i hesitate and he crouches down in front of me. "Emerson, I am going to need you to listen to me. You are in a world of trouble right now. You threw party in our house, you let a bunch of random people trash our place... and since I didn't know about this party i assume you purposely planned it behind my back?" he just stares at me until i slowly nod. "so i am going to need you to get back on your hands and knees, and accept the punishment you have more than earned." There is no part of me that wants to turn back around, but I know I have no choice at this point. I start crying as i slowly get back on my hands and knees, and turn my throbbing bottom back towards him.
*CRACK... CRACK... CRACK... CRACK... CRACK...* Not fast, sometimes a few seconds between swats, sometimes a minute, sometimes more. There was no real pattern to this, but he followed me around, and kept spanking me steady enough to keep the fire burning. *CRACK... CRACK... CRACK... CRACK... CRACK... CRACK... CRACK...*
It takes a long time to clean the living room, longer than it would without jolts of pain shooting through my rear, but when I am finally done, Sebastian helps me up and walks me to the corner, pressing my nose in deep, and making me hold the bath brush behind my back. I hear him packing my cleaning supplies up.
"Okay Emerson, moving onto the kitchen." He finally says, renewing my tears. I feel my body start shuddering, and I feel Sebastian's arms wrap around me from behind. He holds me for a minute before i calm down enough to follow him to the kitchen. He leans me over the counter, telling me to grab the far edge. I hear the sound of him removing his belt and goosebumps cover my entire body.
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My cry is more of a steady wail, my ass feels like it can't take anymore. He leaves me there to cry for a few minutes while he places all the dirty dishes in the sink, then brings me over to them. "Start washing Em." i start washing the dishes, and he grabs the wooden spoon out of the holder beside the sink. He wastes no time, he swings it hard, and fast, and covers every square inch of bottom and thighs while I wash every dirty dish from the kitchen.
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"i-i'm sorry S-seb," i sob when he finally breaks. He leads me to our bedroom and lays me down on the bed and lays down beside me.
"We aren't done Em, but we are done for today." he rubs my back in circles. It takes me a good half an hour to fully calm down, and he lays there the whole time, rubbing my back.
"do you still want to marry me?" i blurt out, clearly taking him aback. He leans in and kisses me gently on the temple.
"of course i do."
"are you sure? i mess up all the time..." tears start leaking from my eyes again, but he catches then with the side of his index finger, and gently wipes them away. "wouldn't you rather someone... better..." he gives me a small smile.
"Remember Emerson, this lifestyle was my choice... and as much as you have grown to need it, i need it as well... of course you mess up, that's normal. I am going to be here to correct your mess ups. to help you through them, for the rest of our life." i offer him a small smile back. "I love you Emerson Rose, even when i need to punish you this severely..."
"i mean... you don't NEED to be this severe..." He looks at me with a raised eyebrow. "okay maybe this time you do..."
"just remember that tomorrow when i finish this punishment." He says before kissing my forehead gently.
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Childhood Neighbour, Adulthood Saviour
FantasyNow that Emerson is in college, she can finally connect with Sebastian, her neighbour growing up. The more she gets to know him, the more she learns about herself. Can she make him happy? Can he handle her stubborn streak? *lots of punishments* Seve...
