"I can't knock on a door
or ask for extra napkins.
I can't call you & ask how you are.
I can't raise my hand without the fear of being wrong.
I can't hangout with new people.
I can't live my life
it's like being in a cage that's unlocked.
I can get out but I've trapped myself.
it's like wanting to have friends but can't hangout.
it's like suffocating but you're still breathing.
it's not a way to live.
it's a way to die. "
