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꒰𝐕𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 ꒱

Characters:

【Sapnap】<---- Character Chosen.

【Quackity】

【Karl Jacobs】

1st POV - Shipping + Angst!

CONTAINS: Suicidal Thoughts, Cutting (etc.)

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Vivacious [Vi-Va-Cious] Definition: Full of life and good spirits. Happy and lively in a way that's attractive. 

REMEMBER! THIS IS IN-GAME CHARACTER'S NOT IRL VERSIONS.

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I couldn't handle it anymore. I was on the bathroom floor, a razor-sharp knife was by my hand. 

Cuts.

Cuts were everywhere on my hands and wrists, they were all filled with dried blood. 

I need help, but I can't get any. My two fiances have left me cold-blooded on the bathroom floor, or so what I think I suppose.

How did this happen? Well...

It all happened back on September 7th. I was getting bullied, nobody wanted me anymore and they didn't care for me either. However, Karl and Quackity were here for me but I felt like they were just lying to me to make me feel better.

How do I know when to just give out on my life span? Am I really needed here anymore?

I always wondered that every time I would walk by someone. Dream and George didn't seem to help me with my depression lately either. They have just been ignoring me, to be honest. 

I tried contacting Dream and George for a while now, nothing. They're probably busy gaming. I thought.

I coughed as I heard a door knock on the bathroom.

"Are you alright Sap?" Karl asked through the bathroom. 

I haven't told them about what I've been doing. I can't let them worry about me, this is my own problem, not theirs. 

"I'm fine! Just scrolling through my phone." I said, my voice sounded so dry and fake.

I could hear Karl sighing behind the door then I heard my other fiance Quackity.

"He won't come out." I could hear Karl say quietly.

"Let's just let him be for now." 

They were leaving. I've been in the bathroom for about an hour now I think? I'm not sure anymore. 

I stumbled upwards back to my feet. I looked at myself in the mirror and fixed my headband. I looked such a mess.

My hair was messy, my eyes were all droopy and tired and I looked pale as a ghost. I looked at my knife with dried up blood on it and shook looking at it.

To be honest, I hated cutting. I was afraid of that. I've told Dream and George about my cutting and they comforted me about it but... Do they really care?

I don't know.

Probably not.

We'll see sooner or later though.

I was choking back my tears, I usually cry to myself after cutting but this time, I didn't want to cry. Not now at least.

But, I couldn't hold it in. I started crying as I screamed to myself, I didn't realize until I heard Karl and Quackity rushing to the door.

"Sapnap!" Quackity said before unlocking the door with a pin and letting themselves in. I turned and tried to hide my wrists and knife but my two fiances's already looked.

"Sapnap-" Karl said, I could see he was about to cry looking at the state I'm in.  

"Why... Why didn't you tell us this sooner?" Quackity asked. I trembled as I curled up back onto the floor. 

I could hear Quackity and Karl shuffling over to comfort me. Karl went to go grab bandages for my wrists and hand. 

"I... I didn't want you to worry about me." I trembled as I stuttered my words out of my mouth. 

Quackity shushed me quietly and comforted me, I was in his hands as I cuddled near him. 

"We are your fiance's Sap, we are always supposed to care about you and worry. Please, stop cutting." I heard Quackity whisper in my ear.

I really wanted to stop, and I tried. Hopefully, I can recover from this... tragic experience. 

Karl came back with a first-aid kit and opened it near me. He grabbed my arms and pulled them outwards softly so he wouldn't hurt me. I always loved it when he was gentle. 

He wrapped my wrists first with bandages and then my hands. He looked up at me and that's when I saw he was crying.

"Don't do this anymore- I can't bare seeing you like this," Karl said, you could hear his pauses.

That's when I realized, I wasn't alone. Even if George and Dream left me, I still had Karl and Quackity by my side until I die.

I couldn't contain myself and tears just kept falling down my cheeks, I quickly hugged Karl as tight as I could and cried into his hoodie. I felt Quackity beside me as well, comforting me. 

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm-" I got a quiet "Shh" by Karl as he played with my hair and hugged me as well. 

I never wanted this to end, I wish they could hold me tight and never let go. 

I felt so safe with them. 

I started to hear Karl and Quackity sing a tune for me whenever I felt sad, it was a simple melody.

When I listened to it, I couldn't help but hum along as I slowly drowsed off to sleep in Karl's arms. 

Maybe, I don't have to do this.