Sadistic Boy (BoyxBoy)

Cigarette Daydreams

Allan's POV

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I sat in the hallway with my back against the lockers. My earphones plugged into my ears as I put the volume up to block out the sounds of high school.

I sighed as I closed my eyes and started to hum the melody of the song.

At least when I'm at school I can kind of blend in with everyone else but once I step out these doors, I go back to my shitty life.

I only go by Allan. I don't have a last name, don't need one. It's not like anyone is going to call me by it or even remember it.

I opened my eyes as I felt a cold breeze hit my face. The back door was opened and Jeremy was staring at me nervously.

I smiled at him and waved but he quickly turned around and walked out.

I shook my head. What's up with that guy anyway? He should get used to seeing me. I crash at his place at times but only for business.

Yes, I am homeless but I'm not a whore like everyone says. I only have sex with Jeremy because he pays well but he is the only one.

I took off my gray beanie and quickly brushed down my black bangs. I stood up and stretched. Lifting my arms wide in the air.

"Good morning!" I said cheerfully to one of my many teachers.

"Good morning, Allan you sleep well last night?" He asked as he laid his hand on my shoulder.

I nodded. "Yup! The shelter can be warm at times."

The teacher sighed. "Look I can let you stay at my house for the time being." He said as he squeezed my shoulder.

I quickly shook him off. " uh...no thanks I can take care of myself but thanks for the offer. Mr.....?"

"Mr. Davis." He said.

"Well Mr. Davis see you in 3rd period."

He smiled and brushed my bangs away from my eyes.

"See ya." He said as he whistled down the hallway.

I shuddered. "What a pervert." I said as I pushed open the back door.

I'll probably start skipping his class.

I pulled out my pack of cigarettes and lit one.

I blow out the smoke as I watched it blow away in the air.

I should probably stop smoking but it helps keep me calm. I started smoking when my parents passed away.

I used to live in California but I just couldn't stay there. It holded too many bad memories. So I decided to leave and hitch hike to Maryland.

When I made it to Maryland I decided to stay here in the town called Dawson.

I get lonely at times and I sometimes miss my older sister but I don't know where she is. She was able to escape...that place.

I quickly shook my head. Don't think about those things. That was all in the past. I'm safe now.

"I'm safe." I said as put both hands on my ears.

"I'm safe, I'm safe, I'm safe." I said as I soon felt my body sink to the ground

I soon felt my ears start to ring. I could hear a women's voice screaming at me.

"SHUT UP" I yelled as I tried to snap back to reality.

I quickly burned the cigarette onto my arm and screamed out in pain.