Letter 6

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Dear Kerri,

        I'm trying, please. I'm trying so hard not to give up, to keep being strong for the both of us. I wake up everyday and try my best to live but it feels like I'm just sleep-walking. I try to stay happy and optimistic for the both of us. I don't think you understand how hard this is. I feel like I have two lives on my shoulders, and I'm not strong enough to carry them both. The funny thing is you don't realize how ironic this really is. I was scared for you so I did the only thing I could, and now?

        Now I'm afraid I'm the one who needs more help than I'm getting. After all I only have me. And you. Me and you until the end right? The thing is I'm not sure I'm strong enough. I won't give up though. I'll carry us as far as I have to, for as long as I have to. Because I'm not giving up on you. I never will.

                                                                                        Love,

                                                                                    Allie

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