𝑀𝓇𝓈. 𝑀𝑜𝑜𝓃 𝓈𝑜𝓃𝑔 🌙 𝐻𝒶𝒾𝓀𝓎𝓊𝓊 𝓍 𝑅𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝓇 𝓋𝑜𝓁.𝟥

Tacenda - Koushi Sugawara 🌙

Tacenda (n)
Meaning: things better left unsaid; matter to be passed over in silence.
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'Why is someone like you stuck with someone like me?' It was a question you asked yourself many of times over the 2 years you had been dating. You had no idea what you done in your last life to be so lucky as to have Sugawara Koushi, Karasuno's beloved vice-captain, as the love of your life. When you met him it was like living your whole life without something you didn't know you so desperately needed to be yours at once as the world only falling into place when warm, chocolate eyes met your own.

He was everything you wished you could be, everything you just weren't, and it tore you apart inside. No matter how hard you tried to live up to him, to be the ideal girlfriend , nothing changed. He stayed out of reach, amazing as could be, while you stayed as plain as ever.

Today was one of the times it hurt more than it usually did. Throughout the day, your gaze drifting to Sugawara, watching as he went about his daily life with his usual sunny disposition, dazzling everyone he met and constant care for his child like 1st years. Distantly, you heard the front door open and close, muffled voices conversing in indescribable tones which you could only guess was him and your younger sister before hurried footsteps made their way up the stairs.

"(Y/n)?!" From the other side of the door, you heard Sugawara's breathless voice. "(Y/n), are you in there?! What's wrong?!" His voice sounding worn out and exhausted. (Y/n)?!" His voice scared and afraid and you felt his weight lean against the wooden panel. "(Y/n), please let me in! Tell me what's wrong!" As the walls you created finally cave in unlocking the door and standing up. The moment it moved, Sugawara burst inside, his hands cupping my face as he looked you over for any signs of injury.

Watery brown orbs bore into your own swollen eyes and one arm wrapped around your waist, pulling you close as his other hand stroked your hair soothingly. So many words you wanted to tell each other but you both knew it was better to stay in silence until the storm was over.