The Band-napper's Best Friend

Chapter 13 - Fan Feelz

Arielle's POV:
I watched the news two days ago and having the news say that 'One Direction is missing' literally killed me. I cried so much after I watched the reports come across that I ran to my room crying. The boys can't be dead, they can't be. I cry into my pillow ignoring the persistent knocks at my door.

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I must've fell asleep because when I woke up, my clock reads 8:45pm. I know there is a memorial for the One Direction boys near me so I get up from my bed and get my Louis Tomlinson hoodie that I bought from his merch store a few months ago. I put my hair in a messy bun since I could really care less about how I look. Without One Direction, it seems like the life got sucked out of me and I'm nothing but a walking empty shell.

I trudge up the stairs and I hear someone in the kitchen. I walk past the kitchen as quick as I could and go straight out the front door. Nobody sees me, which is good. I don't want the girls to ask about me, what's wrong, or where i'm going. I am having a 1D breakdown and none of the other girls would understand.  I continue to my car and insert the key into the ignition. The engine turns on and I back out. Once out of the driveway, I turn onto the road and townards the destination of the candle vigil.

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I reach the spot where the memorial is and there is already a lot of girls around it. We all look like literal trash cans because none of us look like we really put any effort into any outfit to come to this. I grab some items in memory of the boys out of my trunk of my car. For Louis, I got a bag of baby carrots. For Niall, I got a little pack of golf balls. For Liam, I bought a wooden cooking spoon. For Harry, I bought a little kitty keychain. For Zayn, I bought a small bottle of hair gel. Even though the boys probably will never see this or ever get these presents, I wanted to do something since I do love them all and miss them so much.

I grabbed my items and walked to the front of the memorial. There were large pictures of the boys on the wall and many scattered other pictures, candles, flowers, balloons, and other gifts fans left for the boys. I walked up, with tears flowing down my already tear-stained cheeks, and I placed all of the boys gifts down in front of their designated picture. After placing, I walked back and found a girl who was distributing the candles. She gave me one, and lit it and I went back to join the crowd of us sobbing fangirls.

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It was 10:53pm when I got home and all I could do was cry in my car. I had no energy to even get out of the car so I just sobbed in the seat of my car.

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I checked the time and it read 12:47. I guess I fell asleep in my car, which was fine. Who really cares much anymore? I decided to call Killyani, who is 25 and asked her if I could come to her apartment. I really don't want to be home with the girls right now.

Ari: hey, can I come over?

It took a few minutes but she responded to me.

Killy: at almost 1am? you good sis?

Ari: no, not really...its been a very rough day.

Killy: kk, come over sis. i'll be up for you.

I didn't respond back. I just backed my car out again and drove to her house.

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I reached Killy's and I went up to the door. I knocked and within seconds, she opened and hugged me. I just broke down in her arms.

"Shhh. Its ok Ari, it's ok." Killy whispers, soothing out my rough hair that has fallen out of a messy bun. "Tell Mumma Killy what is wrong."

"One Direction is missing and nobody knows where they are or even if they are even alive anymore." I sob.

"Oh...yeah. I know your a fan. Ari, I'm sorry." Killy understands. I knew she would.

"I miss Louis..." I muffle into her chest. "...and Niall. They were what saved me back in school when I was bullied by my classmates. They knew that when I came home they would cheer me up with their music and make me forget about everything going wrong in this world. Without them here right now, I feel lost, like I don't know what to do with my life anymore." I rant to Killy. She nods as I rant. "With them missing, I feel like I lost a home, my place to belong. I'm lost Killy!" I then just breakdown again and lose feeling everywhere in my body. If Killy wasn't holding onto me, I probaly would've fallen to the floor and broke everything.