Mutual Feels: A Nash Grier Fanfic

The next morning

NASH POV

I can't sleep. Whatsoever, I just can't. I'm such a screw up, I really am. I find a girl who'll be there for me through anything and I trade it out for popularity?

Ugh....

I close my eyes and picture sheep... maybe that will help..

-next morning-

KELSI POV

Ahhhh. Something smells nice.. What is it?? I sit up and suddenly feel a rush of pain to my head. Ouch! I'm trying to think about what happened last night? Why does my head hurt so bad...

Ohhhh. It all just came back to me... Oh. Stupid Nash. I can't even believe why I trusted him in the first place? From the minute I met him I knew he would only hurt me. Ughh, stupid emotions!

I think I'm going to see what's cooking downstairs but first I'm going to get changed.
I just throw on a sweatshirt, leggings, and some flip flops, Believe me- I am not feelin' too good today.

I'm making my way downstairs when I finally recognize the smell! It's pancakes! Pancakes are literally my favorite food hahahah. I'm making my way to the kitchen when I see a plate of pancakes. I immediately dig in because I am starving!

I'm on my second pancake when I hear a noise by the kitchen entrance. I look up to see no other than Nash. That little crap.

"Kelsi, I wanted to make it up to you, So I made you some pa-" Nash tries to finish before I interrupt him.

"You can't make up for being a jerk, Nash." I practically hiss.

I get up from my chair and start to walk out the door. I really don't want to talk to him right now. My heart hurts, my head hurts, heck, even my stomach hurts.

"Kelsi! Stop! Please, please, please! I'm so sorry for what I said, I'm a jerk and.." Nash just trails off. The crapface doesn't even know what to say.

I'm reaching for the door when I feel a hand reach around my waist and bring me closer. In an instant, Nash's lips smash into mine.

That jerk! That...jerk... That kisses so well...

Everything feels so right. I kiss him back and it's like fireworks explode in my mind. Wait- but this is so wrong. He treated me so badly last night.

I push away, still with a shocked expression on my face. Nash brushes his hands against my cheeks and looks into my eyes.

"Kelsi, You've been there for me through everything. Through my good times and the bad; I couldn't imagine not having you in my life. On the first day I met you, I liked your spunk. You weren't afraid to express your true self. As I got to know you, I really grew to like you. And I mean, reallllllyy, reallllyy like you. I loved how you laughed. I loved how your eyes sparkled when you were passionate about something. I loved your sense of humor. I loved how you were down to earth- a true friend, not a fake person. I loved so many things about you, and I still do- even more so. I haven't been feeling myself lately and I know why. It's because of you. I've never felt this way towards anyone before. I've never needed someone in my life like I need you. I've been in denial for a long time about this, But Kelsi, I love you." Nash takes a deep breath and steps away from me. "I'm sorry" He adds.

I just kind of stand there, not moving. I feel paralyzed. Did Nash just say he loves me? Wow, Nash just said he loves me. Ummmm, what do I do?!?! Code red here. I repeat Code red! SOS! SOS!

Nash finally speaks up with a deep breath and says, " You know what, I'm sorry. I shouldn't of said that. I'll- I'm just going to leave now." He says meekly and makes his way to the door.

He opens the door, looks back one last time, and shuts the door.

I can't breathe. Nash said he loves me, and here I am standing like a fool?! Nash never meant to hurt me, he just didn't know how he felt about me, he didn't want to know how he felt. He was scared of rejection... and I just basically rejected him. I'm the real jerk here. Nash really has been there for me... through thick and thin. I remember all the fun times together. All the times he made me laugh, all the times I made him laugh. That genuine smile of his. I really like nash. Wait... No, I don't like him. I think I love Nash.

I love Nash.

And he's gone...

I burst open the door. No sign of him. I run out to the end of my driveway and look both directions...There he is! He's already made his way down the end of block.

"Nash!" I shout. "NASHHHH!!!" I shout even louder. He still doesn't hear me? Dang, he needs a hearing aid or something!

I start running towards him while still screaming his name. All of a sudden he turns around and I don't have time to stop.

CRASH! We topple onto the grass together.

"Oww.." Nash rubs his head. Whoops, haha.

He looks up into my eyes and I blurt out suddenly what I should've told him before.

"Nash Grier, I.Love.You."

Ahhh, there's that big smile of his.

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Hey guys!! So yes, this is the end of the book! Sorry it took me so long to write it, I've been so busy. I don't even know if people read this anymore, haha!

Well if you have any questions just ask me!!

-justbecausee :)