abandoned
/əˈband(ə)nd/
having been deserted or cast off.
"You don't know how it feels to be abandoned. You don't know how it feels to have to fend for yourself. So don't say you understand."
Cover Credits: @talyawrites
"I'm good," I said getting a water out of the refrigerator.
"Seem like you are in a good mood." He said to me.
"Yeah, I am," I said taking a sip of my water.
"That's good." He said to me.
"So I been thinking, when is your next show?" I asked him.
"I don't know." He said shrugging.
"What you mean you don't know?" I asked going over to him.
"You're still on bed rest so I got to look after you. I figure all that out later." He said to me.
"Bro, I'm not even on bed rest. And I'm fine, you don't have to watch me." I said to him.
"I don't wanna hear all that." He said blowing me off.
"Toosii, I know you hurt about everything and maybe even scared that it'll happen again but I'm not going anywhere," I said holding his face in my hands.
"You don't know that." He said moving my hands.
"They're in jail and when court comes, I'm going to testify. Don't worry about the past no more, we got to try to move on." I said to him.
"You want me to just act like you wasn't laying on the ground and they tried to say you were dead. And it's my fault, I-."
"How is it your fault? Did you shoot me? No, you didn't." I said cutting him off.
"I shouldn't have left you." He said to me.
"I literally asked you to. No, actually I begged you to. You can't blame yourself for any of that. If anything, I should be blaming myself." I said to him.
"Nah, you can't blame yo self either." He said to me.
"Ok then. Can we not blame ourselves and move on?" I asked him.
