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i.

i do not especially like falling asleep.

i like to fidget in my head

while lying still


still

i do like the sleeping part

of falling asleep,

especially

when my dreams are just another form

of fidgeting

while lying still,

and falling back to sleep

from a brief bout of wakefullness

is nearly as good

as going in the first place

is vague


ii.

There's a term for those

that prefer to be warm,

those that seem to be perpetually bundled

except maybe in the summer

in Texas


I am afraid of the cold,

of every breeze against bare skin

that makes me want to

tuck

wrap

double check

go back to bed

where there are blankets—

to stay

or to take them with me

when I leave


iii.

i do not know

what your body is supposed to tell you to do

when you have a fever

besides sleep


cough less

breathe more

have some

water

and something hot enough

to clear the sinuses


i laid back

for two hours

underneath a tardis

very warm

at first

and then very very warm

until i dragged it with me

to eat something

and take my temperature




it was probably good for me

while i could stand it

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