♡𝖴𝗇𝖾𝗑𝗉𝖾𝖼𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝖫𝗈𝗏𝖾♡ 𝖠𝖽𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇 𝖠𝗀𝗋𝖾𝗌𝗍𝖾 𝗑 𝖢𝖺𝗍 𝖭𝗈𝗂𝗋

Chapter 19: Im sorry, love

(Your POV)
I wake up to a sudden annoying noise, I rub my eyes furiously and try to open them. I could see the balcony door wide open, I sighed and got out of bed. My vision was still very blurry, I mean, I didn't sleep very well as I would say.
I kept on wiggling around, like a drunk person would do so. I eventually hit my head on my vanity as I tried to sit down, I rub my forehead, okay I'll admit, that hurt.

I started to get back on track, my vision was more clearer and convenient. I could see my reflection, I looked disgusting. My hair was a bomb, I had bags under my eyes, but I couldn't help but smile at the thought of last night. Chat was romantic, but I didn't wanna see Lawrence there. What would he do today? Will he still love me? Well I love Lawrence, don't get me wrong. He's an amazing guy, I just don't know..

I sigh and by now, my head was buried into my hands. "ugh." I groan, I didn't realize the door creek wide open. I look up and see Josh, "Hey sis, what's wrong?" I shake my head, then nod. He cocked a brow at me, "Really?" He plops on my bed, facing the ceiling. "Hey wanna play a game of 'would you believe'?" I ask, he nods.

I turn my chair to face him, I already see him squatting on my bed sheets. "Okay I'll go first.." he trails off to find a question, I wait patiently, "Would you believe that I'm adopted?" I smile, "Of course not, I hope not." He smiles and nods, I sigh and prepare for what I'm about to say. "Would you believe that last night I kissed Chat noir, the greatest hero of Paris, at the perfect moment, with the perfect kiss, and Lawrence saw us kissing and now he's probably broken." He just stares at me blankly.

"You did all that?" I nod and sigh, "I-I don't know what to say." I'm breathless, he's wordless if that's even a word. "Your my sister, my LITTLE sister, and you did all of that, unbelievable." I start to worry, what if he thinks I'm a moron? I think IM a moron. "Do you hate me?" I close my eyes, and cover my ears, not wanting to hear the response. All of a sudden I feel someone wrap me into a warm hug.

"I would never, in my entire life, I would hate you. I highly doubt that I would." I wipe my tears away, but new tears started to form in my eyes, a tear strolled down my cheek, Josh wiped it off for me. "What did I do to get a brother like you?" He smirks and grins, "I don't know, I'm just awesome,"

I scoff, "and don't forget, I'm the favorite child." I jokingly gape, I rub his fluffy curled hair, "Yeah right, ask mom." I grin, I push him out the door "I sure will!" I laugh but then sigh again, whatever. School awaits me.

After 30 minutes of choosing if I should listen to One Direction or Imagine Dragons, I decided to go with 1D (not that image dragons is bad). I put on a navy blue hoodie and walk downstairs.

"Sorry hunny kind of in a rush, here have some toast." Mom said as she passed me some toast, I thank her and ran outside. Not bothering to take a ride, I just walked since it wasn't that far.

I kept on thinking, the moment we kissed and I saw him, the boy I loved (well supposedly) it just kept on rewinding in my mind back and forth. I hated seeing him hurt, and it's because of me.

But Chat. Him. He was perfect. His eyes, his hair, his voice, it was just..him. I loved him, well I wasn't sure if I did. I didn't even notice I was standing at the huge building.

I walked inside and the school grounds filled with whispers and murmurs. "Hey y/n!" I smile as Adrien approached me, "I heard." Oh. He did. This is awkward.

"Do you really like Chat Noir?" I smile, of course I do, I'm not sure if I loved him tho. "Of course, he's wonderful honestly." He smiles then just walks away, giving me a hug.

I felt confused as ever. I never really thought anything and just went to class. But when I entered, he was there, I wasn't expecting him, and he wasn't expecting me.

I'm sorry, love.

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Ahhh! I'm sorry for not posting for like almost a year now. I feel so bad, but thank you for 400 reads 😭😭 I'm like so happy, words can't express it. 😭😭😭😭☺️☺️😭😁😁😁

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