Sid immediately held her hand and she began to talk.. "Sid aaj pata hai
Alag si khushi ho rhi hai.. Jaise sab kuch acha hone wala ho life mein... Jaise it's the beginning of my dreams.. I don't know after how many days i sat like this alone to look the stars..Sid.. It's been today that after years.. These nights aren't scaring me.. They aren't letting me feel I'm alone in this city.. I know u have done all this.. I mean for how you know me? But still today u made me feel like I'm close to my dreams coming true..
I don't know how to put this in words but I'm glad I met you.. I know it must be very normal for you but for me.. It's beyond words.. Thank you seems less Sidharth.. You have given a feeling of family.. This time with you.. This hand of yours which held mine feel like u are something diffrent.. " She said looking at the sky and holding his hand tightly
He was just looking at her with all the love and listening to her words like it's his favorite thing to do.. When Sana didn't get any reaction she looked at Sid who was just staring her and smiling.. She looked in his eyes and then his lips and said.. "Kuch bolo Sid"
"Sana... Ye taarein ye aasman ye raatein ye sheher tumhe kabhi soch bhi nai sakte akela feel karane ka.. U are beyond this.. Take this as a positive thing.. Instead of getting scared by them, think that all these stars in the sky are your dreams which I'm sure you are gonna achieve..
I did nothing.. Your honesty, your hardwork, your determination brought you here.. I'm just a normal person who is part of this for a some time.. Believe me you have way to go.. And yes I'm glad too that you felt like a family with me.. Coz I never thought before doing anything.. It just happened.. Even I felt like happiness is with you.. " He replied
A smile came on both of their faces... They almost said it but in their own ways.. Proper words were not there but proper feelings were felt.. He held her hand tightly assuring her that he's there no matter what.. She blinked her eyes..
"Sid.. One more thing.. You are not just a part of my dreams for a small span of time.. You're something else.. Something I never want to loose... Alot of things are there in my heart to say..which might be very normal for you.. But for me.. You and this bond is special.. " She said
"Say it Sana.. I won't judge you for letting your heart out.. I want u to know that no matter what I'm here okay.." He told her.. "Sidharth.. I know u will be there for me.. I know I have made a connection with someone who will guide me and Protect me.. I have never felt this before.. I think this is beyond just friends Sid.. I like you"
She said looking straight into his eyes.. He looked away.. She was a bit shocked to see this kinda reaction from him.. "Sid.. I'm sorry if you felt uncomfortable.. It's just like.. This is the first time that someone has been so important for me in such small span of time.. " She said
He was not making an eye contact with her and was trying to take his hand back from hers... But she was not at all ready to leave his hand.. "Sid.. Tumne kaha tha na haath chodhne k liye nai pakda hai phir ab kyu? " She asked
"Sana.. I'm sorry to react like this but.. I can't..I was somewhere knowing this.. But it's just like.. your career has just started.. You might get better person standing outside after this movie.. Who is like you in fact who would react in a good way in such situations.. " He said and she was just listening to his words carefully
" Sid.. Calm down it's not that big deal.. Itna kyu react kar rhe ho?" She said it with a smile hiding all her emotions behind it.. Sid was completely shocked to get this type of reaction by her.."U have a beautiful smile but i know you are hiding a lot of things behind it.. I'm sorry to react like this.. I have my own reasons.. But it's not like you are not special for me.. You are Sana.. It's something I can't put in words.. Kaise yakeen dilau? " He said
"Mujhe yakeen dilane ki tumhe koi zarurat nai thi... Tum kuch nai bhi kehte ya 1 baar bhi keh dete it's not mutual.. Main maan leti.. I know you and fortunately by spending time with you I got to know a lot more things about you... It's enough Sid" She said and left his hand..
He had nothing say.. He was happy somewhere that she understood him the way no one can and at the same time he was sad that he didn't let his heart out.. Because he liked her as well but because of many things he cannot say this to her..
"Sana.. I'm sorry.. I don't know how to make this up.. I never want to loose you.. You are happiness but please understand jo tum soch rhi ho waisa nai hota yaha.. Ye industry itni achi nai hai.. Aur ha.. Mere liye ye normal hai.. Par ye (he held her hand) special hai.. Tum alag ho.. Tumhare sath main alag hu.. " He told her
"Sid.. It's fine.. Maine bas apni dil ki baat suni bohot dino baad aur keh diya.. Tumse answer expect nai kiya tha.. Now please stop being modest and sorry.. Come let's go inside it's getting cold here" She said it and stood up.. Just then Sid held her hand and said "kuch der aur yaha baith sakti ho mere liye? "
She smiled and sat down.. For the First Time in so many days they were silent.. Nobody was talking.. Both of them were thinking about the bond they share.. Sid was thinking why he can't let his heart out to her..why is it so complicated..Sana was thinking did she say something wrong?
Sana's pov- Galti kar di kya Dil ki sunkar? Wahi toh kehta tha dil ki baat bolni chaiye.. Par yar tu bhi na Sana.. Wo Embarrass hogya yar.. Pata nai kya soch raha hoga.. Par phir wo jab kareeb aata tha.. Toh aisa kyu lagta tha ki woh bhi kahi na kahi mujhe pasand karta hai..
Sid's pov- Yaar.. Ye hoga mujhe malum tha.. Bechari ka dil dukha diya.. Bolegi nai par mujhe pata hai usey bura laga.. main usse bohot alag hu.. Par I can't deny the fact that whenever she's with me.. I'm different.. Why can't I say it just like she did?
"Sid.. We're still friends right? I can't imagine my nights without you here" She suddenly said and placed her head on his shoulder.. Sid was shocked how can someone be so loving and caring about relations.. He thought she'll end up going away from his life.. But it was opposite
"Sana.. I thought you are sad" He said
"No.. Why will I get sad Sid.. how can I forget what you have given and done for me.. Just by your presence beside me.. Gives me a smile.. I said it because I wanted to listen to my heart.. It's okay if you don't feel this way I never expected too" She told him"Oh God Sana... You have no idea how much happiness you have given me.. I thought you will never want me to see you.. Damn! How can I even think like this .. You're such a sweetheart Thank you..But there's one thing I wanted to say.. U hold a place in my heart which nobody could..
U brought the best in me.. U made me feel happiness was just around me,I was just not looking it in correct ways.. U are my 'sukoon' in this world.. When U get sad Or U get hurt.. I don't know why but I feel the pain too.. But it can't be the way you want it too " He said it holding her face..
"Sid.. It's fine okay? I know tum kuch soch kar hi aisa bol rhe ho.. Phir chahe wo jo bhi ho.. Mujhe pata hai tum mere liye kuch galat nai sochoge.. I trust you.. But I can't deny that I like you and will never stop liking you" She said moving back
Sid had a smile on his face because she understands him in a way nobody does.. "Aaj main bhi bohot khush hu..baki baatein tumhara hath pakad ke kar sakta hu please? " He said with a smile.. She chuckled and said.. "Mera sapna pura ho rha hai.. Aur tum puch rhe ho? " They both laughed and Sid held her hand close to his heart..
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Fanfictionwhat if a huge actor Sidharth meets another actor Shehnaaz for a movie and they feel in love unexpectedly?