[BFB] Four x reader

Chapter 2

Y / N ' s POV

Ever since the first contest, Four somehow made eight rooms appear out of nowhere. X said those were our team rooms and we all got in to accomodate ourselves.

" Hmf.. " i sighed, moving a lot. I didn't knew if it was because of me sleeping in a new room or because of the 'conversation' i had with Four.

...
Yeah, probably both.

I couldn't even understand, why did they told me that? There were 64 other contestants, yet, they approched me, called me weak and then acted like nothing happened? I don't understand..

I got up, letting my feet rest in the cold floor.
Is it really that obvious? That i am... weak?
I didn't do anything to help my team, perhaps i should've. But i didn't. Maybe four is right, i AM weak. I've always been weak.

I stared at the floor, my eyes slowly filling with tears.
Why were their words affecting me that much? They are literally a stranger to me!

I sobbed, i couldn't contain it anymore. They are right. They were and will always be right.
I started sobbing harder, i just wished i wasn't.. weak.

" Y/N? " a calm whispered made me jolt up.
" Oh- Hey, hey whats wrong? Did something happened? " Black hole approched me, still keeping a safe distance.
I cleaned my eyes quickly, trying my best not to make him pity me.
But i couldn't.

" Its okay. Let it out, you'll be alright, i promise " he whispered trying to comfort me.
After a few minutes, i finally was able to speak, my voice still cracking once in a while.

" Blackhole... am i.. weak? Is it even worth it for me to be here? " i sniffled, trying my best not to cry.
He went silenced, almost like he was looking for the right words to say.

" You're not weak. I know for a fact you aren't." He gently said.

" I know just saying those things won't be enough for you to realize it. But maybe, if we both try our best for the team you'll be able to consider yourself.. useful " he added with a soft nod

I sniffled, looking down with a frown

" I.. I just don't want to be a bother and i.." my voice cracked.
" You. Will never be a bother to me. If you want to be stronger because you consider yourself 'weak' then i WILL help you. Until you are happy with yourself. "

I couldnt help but let out more tears. I really didn't deserve him, he was amazing.
I cleanes my eyes with my hands and looked at him again.
" Thank you. You are amazing " i let out a fainted chuckle