it was Saturday the day Will was leaving for his tour about rapping i still couldnt get it in my head that he did what he did!
jess called me and said
' heyy de we just left the air port and dropped will off say him get his ticket and go. dont worry u will see him in a year its gonna be fine'
'haha thx im just cant belive it u know i thought he loved me but... u know just never mind u and trent should go have fun' i said
'we r gonna pop by ur house first to see if ur still alive! haha cya' jess said
'BYe deana dont go in depression' i herd trent call back then i said bye and endend the call.
after 30-40 mintutes the door bell rang to my acual door i screamed out
'coming jess hang on a second' as i went and opend the door will was standing there with all of his luggage i shut the door so fast it like slammed in his face.
i put the chain on then opend it so i could see him and he could see me a little bit.
he looked at me he looked tired but as always OH SO HOT!
'De i was being stupid even considering leaving the boys it wouldnt be the collective and i was being self-fish but thinking of leaving u and saying i dont care about any one or any thing or not wanting a relashionship i didnt think it just came out so fast it was cruel and im sorry what i put u though then u pushed me away and jess told me how sad u were i was angry in myself so much i didnt know what to say and it was stupid of me and im really really sorry and i love u De'
so i closed the and opend it with out the chain fully' i didnt know what to say should i just tell him to go away and i dont want to be with him when i totally do. after what he did say i didnt know?? i might tell him to go away its been a waste of time
FIND OUT WHAT DE SAYS
IT WILL REALLY SURPRISE U !
