I told Sugawara, from Karasuno, about my disease. He himself had it 2 years ago.
He...he's strong.
He's brave.
I wish I could be brave, and strong.
I'm so weak now. Mentally and Physically. Physically because I puke up flowers. Mentally...well...when you know your gonna die soon...you just can't find a reason to go through all the pain.
The pain of flowers growing in your lungs, and the pain of loving.
I just wanna give up.
Sugawara told Daichi about how he felt. He knew he would die soon, but he didn't want to die knowing if Daichi returned his feelings or not.
For me...I think I would be better off not knowing the truth.
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Unfair (YakuLev)
FanfictionHe knew it was childish but Yaku liked to write down stuff in his diary. TW: HANAHAKI DISEASE, GORE, COUGHING, BLOOD