I told Kenma a lot of things today. A lot of stuff I want to happen after I die. I'm...Im gonna miss living.
But, there's nothing I can do. Nothing I wanna do, I should say. I know I can get the surgery...but to never love again...I'd hate that.
So I'll deal with it.
After all, tomorrow is possibly the last day I get to spend with Lev. It'll be hard...I know I'll probably be in tears by the end.
I just wanna be normal around him.
I want to love and save every memory we make tomorrow.
Maybe I'll even get to hug him. That would mean a lot at this point.
Dying is scary....
I love you Lev
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Unfair (YakuLev)
FanfictionHe knew it was childish but Yaku liked to write down stuff in his diary. TW: HANAHAKI DISEASE, GORE, COUGHING, BLOOD