|April 11, 2020
|12:00 am (in midnight)
Jiha sighed and slowly got up not forgetting that the 3 boys were already asleep. She walked carefully so she won't wake the others up. Once she got out, she sighed in relief and quietly closed the door before going to the balcony.
She couldn't sleep and the balcony was kind of her comfort place for the past week when she couldn't sleep. She opened the sliding door and went inside feeling the fresh breeze. In Korea, it was getting warmer and warmer every day as summer is just in a month or two. But in the evening, the air is really cold making her shiver.
Jiha rubbed her arms due to the cool breeze blowing. Her hair was freely flowing as she walked to the railings.
how are you up there, brother?
She thought and looked up at the sky. The stars were shining and twinkling brightly at her and the sky was in a bluish-purple color making it beautiful. Blue and purple are her favorite colors so she really liked how beautiful the sky is.
"Why are you still awake?" The sliding door opened making Jiha look behind. It was Chan who still had wide eyes indicating that he still wasn't sleeping. "Oh, I couldn't sleep..." She said before looking ahead again. "Oh..." That was what Chan said before moving beside her. "I-I'm sorry..." Jiha said while looking down.
"For what?" Chan asked before placing his arms on the railings. "Ignoring you and the other boys..." Chan chuckled before looking at the girl who was just looking at her hands.
"Ah... That?" Jiha just nodded not looking up. "It's okay. But you know, you can talk to me, right?" Chan said making Jiha nod again. They sat down on the chairs as Jiha was just looking anywhere. "Look at me," Chan said making her look at him straight in the eyes.
Chan saw the sadness and guilt in her eyes making him sad too. "Did something happen?" He asked making Jiha gulp as tears started to form. "I... There w-was...A comment o-on my livestream a w-week ago..." The tears started to fall one by one making Chan soft and he pulled her into a hug.
"It's okay. Don't cry... I'm not pushing you to say it, okay?" He felt Jiha nod but she still kept on going. "It said t-that I d-don't deserve to be L-Lee Know's sister and that I-I'm too young for t-that... I w-was only using you guys for f-fame and m-money..." She sobbed even harder as Chan caressed her hair. He frowned at the message of the comment and calmed the crying girl.
After a few minutes, the girl was fast asleep and Chan noticed. He smiled at the girl in his arms and carried her back to their room.
