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Kim Taehyung's pov

I kiss Y/n's forehead making her turn her head up at me. "Nuh huh don't look at me like that."

Damn her and those beautiful eyes and that look she gave me.

"You like kissing me, Kim?" Y/n smirks, clearly sleepy. "Of course. When you complete your dare I'll do it whenever you want."

Min Y/n's pov

"I have a question." Now becoming more interested in his words. "After I complete that dare, what's next of us?"

I shouldn't have asked. I know it.

"What do you mean?" My heart kind of falls apart so I back of immediately. "Nothing. I'm going to head to bed now." Getting up to walk off Taehyung grabs my hand. "Y/n-" "N-No no it's fine Tae really. I'll just go to bed. I'm tired anyways." Taehyung quickly stands up but the door opens revealing the others.

He let's go of my hand and I quickly get to my shared room. Shutting the door quickly and turning off the lamp,  I crawl into bed and let the tears flow.

It hurts. Just like last time. Why didn't I learn the first time?

"Y/n you awake?" It's Jimin. I don't respond. "Y/n I know you're awake."  Hugging my bedside plushy I continue to silently let my tears fall. I hear his foot steps walk over to where I'm facing and turn on the lamp. Jimin removes the plushy from me and hugs me. "It - hurts." I mumble in between sobs not caring how loud I am anymore.

"Hey hey hey relax." Jimin tries calming me down but it doesn't work. Not this time. "Breathe in through your nose and out through your mouth. Hold on." Jimin let's me go and quickly zips out of the room.

Park Jimin's pov

"I've never seen her like this before." I run into Jungkook. "She asked me a question and I was asking what she meant because I didn't understand I-" "Relax. I think it's something deeper from her past. Get some sleep." Taehyung only looks as if his wife is in a hospital bed. Broken.

I come back to Y/n with a water bottle. "Here." She takes a few sips and puts it to the side. "I should've told you and Yoongi this but I didn't have it in me to. My senior year of high school I had a big crush on this guy. He'd always smile at me and tell me I'm the world to him but we've never dated. One day I thought to ask him out and he made a fool of me in front of his friends." Y/n keeps her eyes on anything but me.

"What did you do afterwards?" "Exposed his text messages and posted them on his locker and places where most of his friends would see them. It didn't help how much it hurt but I vowed to never get in that position again." Her tears begin to fall again.

I grab the box of tissues by my bed side and wipe her tears away. "What happened before we opened the door?" Y/n takes a deep breath before her next response. "I asked him what we would be after I completed the dare and I instantly regretted it so I shut him out. Tae didn't do anything wrong it's just-" She works herself up again so I quickly hug her.

"Hey it's okay. Taehyung wouldn't hurt you." "I know I just got scared and froze up." Y/n mumbles in my hoodie.

Min Y/n's pov

I wish I could fall asleep in Taehyung's arms just being able to feel his warmth.

"I hate boys. You idiots are so complicated." I whine letting go of Jimin and reaching for my plushy. "Yah! I'm a sweetheart!" I smile a little. "I just.. *sighs* I know it was a long time ago and high school boys were exactly that but I want to get over that fear and soon." Jimin smiles brightly. "What?" I snatch my plushy with a pout.

"I have a plan but I won't tell you until you go hug Taehyung goodnight."  I drop my plushy and knock on his door for a quick hug. "Come in." His voice sounding like he's upset. I shut his door and run into his arms. "I'll explain everything when the time comes I promise." I mumble into his shirt. "Y/n what ever I did-"

"You didn't do anything. I just have a fear to overcome now hug me back or I'll get sad." Taehyung tightly hugs me like everything depends on it. "This urge is killing me inside." Taehyung lifts my chin and crashes his lips into mine.

His large hand holding my face. I instinctively kiss back with no remorse. He grabs my hand and places it on his chest. "I'm genuine about it okay I-I-" I give him a shut up kiss. "I'm fucking terrified to do that again but it felt so good I couldn't resist. Goodnight, Kim Taehyung." I smile touching my lip.

"Goodnight, Min Y/n." I shut his door to be faced to faced with a serious Hoseok in front of me with his arms crossed. "I just said goodnight." Feeling like Hobi is unhappy with me I keep my eye contact. "Y/n you know how much he runs his mouth about you?" That's what breaks me? Of course it is, it's coming from the sunshine who looks upset with me.

"I'll make sure to get you two together before this month ends. I don't like seeing you cry or either of you two hurt~" He softens up on me and squishes my cheeks. "I'll complete the dare soon." Hobi's eyes widen. "You didn't think I knew you guys knew huh? Well I do so good night Hobi."

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"Cypher?" A jolt of excitement flows through my body. I've always wanted to do a cypher with the guys. It was something I've always dreamed of happening now it is. "You seem excited." Hoseok smiles with his arm around me. "Pfft." I look away but quickly give in. "Okay a little." I smile brightly. I look up and see Taehyung's eyes on me and the look doesn't look too good.

"Alright come on. You have your verse to do missy." Hoseok pats my shoulder and let's me go. Before I walk in the booth with my phone in my hand I stand in front of Taehyung. "Poke. Poke." I poke his tummy and say the words in English making him smile.

After hours of being in the studio and working until we've finished two songs, we head back home to change for the gym.

I quickly smack a hoodie on over my top so Yoongi can't kill me. "Yoongles can I use your headphones?" I smile brightly making Yoongi smile. "Yeah I left them in Hobi's shared room." I nod and quickly run to knock on their door.

"Hey what's up?" Taehyung opens the door.

This is starting to feel like a really off brand K-drama.

"Yoongi said he left his headphones in here. Can I grab them?" He nods and let's me in. "They're on Hobi's bed."  I nod and walk over to Hoseok's bed and grab the headphones but before I leave I take a glance at Taehyung.

"Hey Tae?" Taehyung turns around and gives me a confused look. "Yes?" 

"I can trust you right?"

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