"Alright darling what's going on in that head of yours hm? You're never this sweet with me." Taehyung sits next to me on his bed. I bite my lip nervously while looking into his eyes. "C'mon baby I need to know what's going on with you." Taehyung grabs my hand.
Dork.
I smile to myself and look in his eyes. "I don't want you to be hurt by my words." "Are you cheating on me?"
"What? No!"
"Are you dying?" "Taehyung no what the hell-" "Then I can handle anything you tell me." Taehyung gives me a reassuring smile after his crazy questions. "Okay well when you admitted to loving me I talked to Jimin about and I-I'm not sure how to feel." He sighs and keeps his eyes on me.
"I would've thought you did. I mean you seem happy when I'm around-" "I am I just.." I sigh trying to get my thoughts together. "You're just what huh? I give everything I can to you."
"I know and I wouldn't pick anyone else-"
"Bullshit. I give you everything you've never had in a partner to prove to you that I love you!" My heart breaks into pieces. "Tae-" "See. You can't even call me baby. I'm not who you want to be with. I- See you later, Min Y/n." I watch as he leaves out the door.
I sit, struck with harsh emotions.
Did he break up with me?
"Y/n." Hobi runs in quickly standing by the door but my eyes only stare into the ground. "Are you okay?" Hobi walks a little closer. I stop breathing for a moment scared to move a muscle.
"H-He left." I gulp and feel that weak feeling again. "Y/n he's going to come back. Breathe-" "I can't. I can't. I can't. I hurt him so bad now I can't fix it. It's all my fault." I break down letting everything go.
Yoongi rushes in with a water bottle. "Just tell me what happened." Hoseok rubs my back, calming me down a bit. "I was so stupid! He admitted he loved me and I decided to tell him about what Jimin and I talked about." "Then what happened?" His voice so soft and comforting I feel so comforted. "He yelled at me. Then he said "I'm not who you want to be with," a-and walked out."
I hate feeling like this. It hurts. Really fucking bad bro. "D-Did he break up with me?" I look to Yoongi. "Don't think like that. It was just a bad argument." Hoseok let's me lay my head on his shoulder.
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About an hour goes by but I'm anxious the entire time. I lay in the living room watching my favorite movie, Suicide Squad. Yes, I am a geek but so what. Yoongi wrapped me in a blanket burrito and allowed me to be alone while watching my movie on the big screen.Relaxing my body into the couch, I hear the door open. "That's Y/n's favorite movie." It's Taehyung. I hide my head under the thick blanket after hearing him talk. I peep my eyes out a little to continue watching the movie but his footsteps walking closer distract me.
"Baby." I feel his touch on my back. I don't respond only pretending I am asleep. "I know when you're sleep you aren't sleeping." Taehyung now stands in front of the tv. "I'm sorry I yelled at you and shaken you up like that. You've never dated anyone before me so I shouldn't expect so much from you. I hope you can forgive me." Taehyung removes the blanket from my body making me cold.
"I'm sorry for making you so angry. It was my fault-" "You did nothing wrong alright? Baby." Taehyung holds me close to his chest. "Restart the movie so I can enjoy it with you." He smiles and kisses my forehead. "How did you know I wasn't sleeping?"
"You'd never sleep during this movie." Taehyung cuddles me and kisses my face multiple times. "Y/n do you feel better?" Yoongi and Hoseok walk in and notice arms around my body. "Yah! Kim Taehyung we need to have a talk." Yoongi dims the lights then pauses my movie.
"Yoongi-" "No I'm actually kind of angry still." I sit up and look into Yoongi's eyes. Taehyung does the same but stands up instead. "What's up with you making Y/n cry like that?" Yoongi's anger clearly overtopping his normal behavior.
"I let my anger get the best of me." "So that gives you the right to take it out on her because she didn't understand how she felt?" Hobi grabs Yoongi's shoulders gently. "It doesn't and I was way wrong." Taehyung accepts defeats and prepares himself for whatever comes next but I don't let that happen.
"Yoongi can you walk with me to the kitchen?" I stand in between the two. I grab his hand and make him follow behind me. "Why did you do that? I wasn't finished-" "I am not going to watch you lose your anger. I understand you're angry but I need you to listen to me." Yoongi sighs.
I grab him a bottled water from the fridge and insist he take a sip. "Do you love me, Yoongi?" I stand in front of him fully confident and ready for his answer. "Of course I do. You're like a little sister to me and I'd do anything to protect and make you happy but-" "Do you love Taehyung?"
"Yes and the same goes for him. Why are you asking me this?" "So you can understand. You know us enough to love us. You'd know when Taehyung is lying about something." Yoongi nods and takes a few minutes. We walk back in and for the first time I notice something different about Taehyung.
I feel something special inside when he's around. His eyes are pink along with the rest of his face. Yoongi and Taehyung hug and talk it out. After some time I finally get to be alone with Taehyung. "Ready to watch the movie?" He gives me a smile only anyone else would think is real. But I know it's not.
"You cried." "Don't play games, baby. Let's cuddle ok?" Taehyung grabs the blanket until I stop him from doing anything else. "I learned something today. Loving someone is knowing everything different and new about them every single day, sharing the same emotions, and that feeling you get when you see them every time they're around even if it's just for 5 seconds."
"I won't force anything on you that you aren't ready for." I step closer making Taehyung hitch in his breathing. "I know. I didn't think words could ever hurt or make me feel anything from anyone. But it did."
Taehyung smiles genuinely this time while grabbing my hand. "What's gotten into you, Jagi?" I take a deep breath preparing myself for the worst to come. "You and love. I love you. Only you." My heart beating out of my chest.
He smiles and kisses my lips while gently holding my face with one hand and his other hand on my waist. "As happy as this makes me I don't want to rush you into these feelings. I was angry but-" "You can thank Jimin for helping me understand my feelings better. Just say it back so I don't feel hurt." I pout cutely.
"I love you to the moon and back." I smile super bright and jump in his arms. "You can call me whatever you want. I don't care if it's my name or-" "Baby I want to cuddle."
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