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"2 more hours. Shit." I pace around my room until my doorbell rings. I open the door and it's the seven boys with masks, glasses, and hats on, clearly trying to disguise themselves. I shut the door behind them and help them remove their jackets. "You look extra nervous." I grab the bags from Taehyung's hands and set them on my table.

"Do I?" I stop in my tracks and realize my face is hot. "Slow down." Jungkook puts his hands on my shoulders with grin on his face. "You're going to tell me when your first album came out you weren't nervous?" "Of course we were but not as bad as you." He chuckles and pulls me into a hug.

"Blah blah blah." I pout and plop on the couch. "You really cleaned the place up well. Ouuu!" Hoseok smiles and takes a seat next to me. "Yah! Where's our hugs?" Yoongi gives me a death glare. "You know your glares don't scare me right?" I get up and hug the hell out of him.

"I wonder why." Yoongi says genuinely curious. I hug the others and go back to my spot on the couch. "Because you two are the same person in different bodies." Taehyung sits. "Why does his glare scare the rest of you?" I turn on the TV and look at the others.

"It sends shivers down my spine. Yours does too." Hoseok shivers making me chuckle. "So this brings you fear?" I give them my regular drop dead face. "Yes!" The others respond in unison. I chuckle and hand out chop sticks. "What if it flops?"

"Then you pick your head up and keep going. You put out as many songs and performances until your heart gives out on you." Hobi smiles making me feel warm inside as always. It's always calming when the boys give the best advice with a smile. We begin to eat and decide to watch a movie.

"45 minutes." I check my watch and feel the jitters again. I let out a sigh and watch as my phone literally blows up. Tweets on top of tweets coming through. I mute it. "Hush." Taehyung puts his head on my shoulder. "Yah! Taehyung-" Yoongi starts but I give him the death glare. "He's okay." I play in Taehyung's hair and it's actually calming me down by a lot.

The others look at each other and I start to feel slightly annoyed. "What?" I raise my brow but they all shake their heads. "Are you going to tell me or annoy me?" Taehyung lifts his head and gives me a worried expression. Yoongi looks in his lap with his arms crossed. I grab Yoongi's arm and drag him to my guest room, further from the others.

"I can tell you're upset with me. Your face is a bit red and your hands are shaky." Yoongi puts his hands in his pocket and finally makes eye contact with me. "I feel like there's some things that are being said about me while I'm not around." I step back a little so I can fully look up at him. Yoongi sighs before speaking.

"Of course we do and it's always positive. I'm sorry me being over protective caused your anger towards me." Yoongi reaches for my hand but I back away. "It's just Taehyung. We're all friends I-" "I know. I'd rather squash this tension before I let your hurt while we aren't around." My eyes soften for him.

I give him a big hug like a child. "I sometimes wish I wasn't an only child and to have a sibling but you always cover that spot."

"I'm glad it's me instead of a worst influence." We laugh and walk back out to the others.

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"20 minutes until your album." Namjoon checks his phone then looks up at me. "Hush you'll make me nervous." I grip on my hoodie. They all reassure me everything is going to be okay a hundred times. Well accept Taehyung. He's a bit mute. He won't even look my direction anymore.

Maybe I'll text him.

I grab my phone, pretending to look through it, and send Taehyung a direct text message.

Me: are you ok? You're a bit silent...

"It's probably one of my siblings." Taehyung grabs his phone but doesn't realize it's from me yet. I keep my phone in my hands while scrolling through Twitter until I receive a message.

Tae: I didn't want Yoongi to scold you or me for doing anything with you so I decided to keep silent.

Me: I get it. We talked it and everything is okay

Tae: you're gonna do well on your album💜

Me: thank you💜💜

I smile and close my phone while watching the anime, One Punch Man with the others. Time flies fast as hell while watching and joking with the others. "It's out!" Yoongi yells loudly and I literally melt in my own skin. "You're kidding." I put my knees up to my chest and hug my legs. "No, he's serious. Look." Taehyung shows me BigHit posting it on Twitter to stream.

I quickly unlock my phone and post on Twitter.

My very 1st album 'New Body' out now!!! I'm so nervous!😣

"You want to scream?" Jungkook grins. "Just a little." "Stream 'New Body' instead." Jimin smiles and goes directly to Spotify on my TV to stream it. In all, I have 8 songs on my first album. Every song has a meaning to me personally even the album name 'New Body' suggests to me being a new member to BigHit Company.

"My phone is going nuts." I begin reading the comments after a few minutes.

"Can we all admit New Body is a literal cultural reset"

"There's not many songs which makes me sad bc these are so addictive!!!"

"The album cover is so fucking fire!!"

"New girl is literally on top right now."

"She's trending!!!"

I continue reading some comments until I found what I wasn't looking for. The hate section.

"Wtf  was bighit thinking??"

"Wannabe BTS.. Sucks!"

"she really thinks she's doing something huh?"

"Ts wack"

"You okay?" Jin looks over at me. "Yeah. Just reading some comments." I smile back.

If only they saw what I did and how much I didn't need to see what I saw.

"I think I really love the background talking in King." Hobi smiles. "Your album is doing successful and so is the video. You've already hit 20 million in the first few minutes." Taehyung shows me off of his phone. "Don't read the comments that'll hurt you. You're better than you think you are." Tae whispers in my ear.

I smile genuinely this time. The others aren't paying much attention besides hyping me up every few seconds and supporting me.

This is just the beginning and I'm already hitting it off so well.

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