Well hello there. (KurooXFem!Reader)

22~ ApplePie

⚠️⚠️Trigger warning: ED, SH⚠️⚠️
  ⚠️Sexual themes⚠️

"Tetsu, I'll be okay. It's just a week. I'll manage" I lied.

"Promise me, Y/N. Promise!" Kuroo squishes my cheeks and smiles. "I promise. Now go!" I chuckle, pouting.

"Ah, i'm going to miss you!" He whines as he gives me one last kiss before walking down the apartment complex hallway and out to the car park.

I sigh and close the door, regret filling me.

I'd been lying to my own boyfriend for the past 3 weeks.

Everyday he'd text me and ask if I'd eaten and drank water. Everyday I'd give the same reply of, yes and have you?

I'd be lying if I said I hadn't done anyone of those things at all. It's just I may or may not just bring it back up later on in the day.

I couldn't help it. I hate the way my body looks. It needs to be changed and frankly, this is the only way.

After a long sigh i finally decide that i should just go back to bed, having nothing better to do- little did I know.

-3rd persons POV-

It had happened again. She'd fallen into that deep dark hole again.

With Kuroo not being there to push her to do things, Y/N spiralled- the wrong way.

Kuroo came back today.

Things where not good.

Y/N had told him she was doing okay. She was going to school. She was eating. She was making friends that weren't part of the volleyball team.

LIES, nothing but lies.

She was lying to everyone. Even Mina. Whom had sort of moved into her girlfriends house but did come to the apartment regularly.

"I suppose I better.... clean."

The word 'clean' almost left Y/Ns mouth as a whisper.

She was never good at cleaning to begin with. But having to do it to hide the fact she had gotten bad again, was even worse.

After about 5 whole hours of cleaning the apartment, it looked as if no one had stepped foot in it. Of course Y/N had to make it looked 'lived in' by laying on the couch, leaving a blanket on the floor, maybe a few crisp packets but nothing TOO extra. As for her bedroom, she had not made her bed, nor had she opened the blinds. This being a regular thing whenever Kuroo was around.

Let's just say, the apartment looked cleaner than when Kuroo left 7 days ago.

Y/N sat there on her bed, wearing one of Kuroo's way too big hoodies and a pair of his sweatpants. Not the mention the pink fluffy socks.

30 minutes till he should arrive home.

15 minutes till he should arrive home.

5 minutes till he should arrive home.

Thirty sec- *KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK!*

Just on time.

"Coming!" She shouts as she takes one last look at herself in the full length mirror.

"Hi Princess! I missed you!" Kuroo throws his bag onto the floor and wraps his arms around he smaller girlfriend.

"I missed you too." She whispers.

"You look hot in my clothes, damn." He chuckles and rubs circles on the females back. "I try." She giggles.

"You go lay down and rest, I'll sort this out." She smiles, picking Kuroo's bag up and walking into the kitchen.

"Hey, no." Kuroo takes the bag of the female and places it on the counter. "We're going to lay down. I can do that later." He smiles and picks Y/N up, walking to her bedroom.

"Fine." She huffs out.

Gently laying his girlfriend down on the bed, Kuroo smiles to himself.

"What are you smiling about,Dork?" Y/N teases, poking the males hand.

"How lucky I am." He smiles chessily down at his blushing partner.

"Come here!" She protests. Grabbing the males hand and pulling him on top of her.

Looking down into his girlfriends eyes, Kuroo whispers. "Hello darling."

"Hi Kuroo." Y/N giggles, avoiding eye contact with the male.

"Are you trying to avoid eye contact with me?" Kuroo asks sternly, grabbing her chin and making her look at him. 

"No..."
"Yes you fucking are."
"So what if I am?"
"Oh you're asking for it."
"Oh I know."

Y/N smirks as she plays with her boyfriends waist band.

"Y/N.." He growls deeply.
"Tetsurō..."
"You remember the word?"
"ApplePie?"
"Good girl. Remember to say it whenever you feel uncomfortable, scared, worried or upset, okay? I'll stop as soon as the last syllable leaves your mouth."
"I will."

And with those two words, Kuroo's clothes were no where to be seen, as were Y/N's.

The couple had spoken about a 'safe word' since their first month together. They decided it would be best to come up with something then, than have to do it on the spot when both in the mood.

Thus they have their word 'ApplePie'

-Hi lol
it's been a while. i'm sorry. i've been having a hard couple of weeks, forgive me.

I try update whenever i can
i love yall