Immature

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Alisha's POV

Here i am, scrolling on my account. Tamang sharedpost lang kasi hindi online mga kaibigan ko. Nakakatamad!

May nakita akong post na "One dot. Bibiyan kita ng number at sabihin mo 'Send bebe, ikaw sana'" ang naka-lagay.

She commented a number "13". Yan! He's France.

Ako;
Send bebe.
Ikaw sana.

France;
Arat

I'm shookt. That escalated quickly. Naging mag-mu kami. Walang label HAHAHHAHA awit.

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Ilang days or maybe weeks na simula nung nag-chat siya. We became sweet. Then, one post caught my attention.

It's my ex-boyfriends post. He's in a relationship. I still haven't move on.. Bali, ang ka-mu ko ay pinag-babalingan ko lang ng ka-boring-an..

I felt bad.

My ex must be really happy with that girl. He tags and mention her on every posts. I'm glad. Sana pahalagahan nila ang isa't-isa.

Ka-chat ko ang mga kaibigan ko. We are talking non-sense. Sumakit ang kamay at likod ko dahil nag-sulat ako ng kung ano dahil may tinulong ako sa kaibigan ko.

Nag-vibrate ang phone ko. It's France.

France;
Hey, lods HAHAHHA

Ako;
yoww

At nag-chat kami. Lods pa nga.

I'm shookt kasi ang sweet niya. Nalaman niya rin na writer ako. Sinupport niya ako. At nagulat ako sa chinat niya.

France;
Will you be my girlfriend?

That's.. unusual.

Ako;
Girlfriend really?

France;
Yeah.

Ako;
I'm sorry, but i have to say no.. i'm too young for this.
And kakagaling ko lang sa heart break.
Ayokong maging panakip butas ka..
Ayoko ring maging cause ng break up, again..
Sorry..

France;
Ah.. it's okay. I understand.

Ako;
I'm so sorry..

France;
Sige.. Good night na. Matutulog na ako.

Ako;
Okay.. Goodnight. Sleep well..

And... that's it.

I said that because.. i don't want to be the cause of someones heart break again.. Ako na nga dahilan ng break up dati, pati ngayon? I don't want that.

I'm too immature to be in a relationship. I still need some time to be mature.

Ayoko namang sasabak uli sa relasyon ng immature at mataas ang pride. I still need time to realize my mistakes.

I want to be mature.. like my friends. Ako na nga lang ata ang hindi pa nag-mamature.

I want to be mature to the point that i will just laugh out my problems..

Muli, i'm Alisha. You just witnessed my drama char. You just witnessed my immature story -,-

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Ang jeje niya pero sige, post ko pa rin sa watty HAHAHAHHAHA. Lovelots! <3

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