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Last Chorus - Final

𝙒𝙚'𝙧𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙡𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙗𝙖𝙗𝙮
𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙄'𝙫𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙞𝙩 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙮
𝘿𝙤𝙚𝙨 𝙞𝙩 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙙𝙧𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙧𝙖𝙯𝙮
𝙅𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙛𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙨
𝙀𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙫𝙚 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢𝙩 𝙤𝙛
𝘿𝙞𝙨𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙪𝙥
𝘽𝙪𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚'𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚 𝙖𝙛𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙙 𝙤𝙛
𝙀𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙨
𝙄𝙩 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪

Four months. I'm on my fourth month of pregnancy. Nagkatotoo ang gusto nila mama at mommy. Ako lang ang masaya sa balitang iyon kasi simula noon, mas dumalang ang pag-uwi ni Chase. Ang mga magulang naman namin ay nasa Hawaii trip nila. Hindi pa sila umuuwi and I want to personally tell them the news.

I tried calling Chase pero laging si Sera ang nakakasagot.

"Hello? Who's this?" Tumahimik na lang ako at hinayaan na umagos ang luha.

"Ito ba ng classmate niya? Sasabihin ko lang sakanya na tumawag ka. Naliligo pa kasi si babe" Tsaka ko ibinaba ang tawag. Dahil nga buntis ako, mas naging emosyonal ako.

Mahirap magbuntis lalo na't wala akong katulong. I would wake up at midnight and go outside to buy my cravings. Go to the checkup alone. I even stopped schooling. I just applied for their online schooling. I just told the school that I've a very serious health condition.

Gabi na din and I just finished eating dinner. Sinubukan ko ulit siyang tawagan without paying attention to the bathroom tile which was slippery. I slipped. Hindi ko alam ang gagawin kaya tinawagan ko siya ulit.

"Ano bang kailangan mo ha?!" bulyaw niya.
"C-Chase help"

"Ano na naman ba itong drama mo ha?" Drama ba itong ginagawa ko, Chase?

"Chase, help me please. Ang baby natin"

"Bullsh*t! Anong baby natin? Doon ka sa lalaking kalandian ka magpatulong at huwag ako" Baby, sorry dahil mukhang ayaw sa'yo ng daddy mo. Hang in there, anak.

Sinubukan kong itayo ang sarili ko pero napaupo lang muli ako. Nanlalabo na din ang mata ko.

"Chase, bakit hindi na lang ako ang minahal mo?"
"Because hindi ikaw si Sera. You weren't there when I needed someone to ease the pain" Sorry, Chase

"You are nothing but a desperate slut. Wala akong anak sa'yo tsaka huwag ka nang tumawag! Manggamit ka pa ng iba para kontrolin ako. I would never love you! Tandaan mo 'yan" patuloy niya tsaka pinatay ang tawag.

"I'm so sorry for not stitching up your wounds. I was busy bleeding too" I uttered at I let myself have my oblivion with only a thing in my mind.

𝑀𝑦 𝑏𝑎𝑏𝑦

𝙄𝙩 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚, 𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪.

Note: Kapag ayaw sa'yo huwag mo nang pilitin. Do not hide what you truly feel. A man finds his wife and not the other way around. For a relationship to work dapat tulungan kayong dalawa at hindi Isa Lang Ang nag-eeffort. It's a dual work and not an individual one.

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