Paradise // JJK

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Its been 20 minutes since I came back to my room, but still my mind can't stop thinking about what he said.

"Lily, I don't know what's happening to me. I-I feel as if I'm falling for you.....it feels as if I'm in love with you. But again, I'm not sure about what I'm feeling."

I don't even know what happened to me suddenly back there in the park where I was having difficulty in breathing.

I mentally slapped myself for not being able to speak anything to comfort him.

But again......what did he mean by he's not sure what he's feeling?

Now this question is bothering me...

Suddenly, I felt a strong pain hit my head.

My eyebrows creased and my breathing fastened as my body started sweating.

Everything went black in front of my eyes.

Wait......this happened before too.

But what's happening?

Am I getting a panic attack?

I could again hear faint voices of different people, calling my name.

"Lily......where are you........."

"Look Lily........who's here........."

Their voices are ringing in my ears, making it painful for me to bear anymore.

My eyes are completely shut when suddenly flashbacks of the accident plays in front of my eyes.

The accident that took place 7 months ago was replaying right now.

Everything was blur, only few faces were clear.

I could see my dad.

Myself.

And....

Jungkook?