faking with the playboy ; jughead x veronica ; vughead ; jeronica

i wish

"Okay. Let's start. We're not going to read everything. Just the exciting parts!" The director said and we all laughed.

I don't know how I actually continue to be here in this meeting but I am surviving by not looking at Jughead.

The next thing I know, I'm reading the script with Jughead. The director explained what emotions to portray in this scene.

"Forsythe...listen to me." I started. I don't even bother to looked at him. Oh gosh. I looked at my script and I can't help but to stop when I see the three words. I am going to say it? Here?

"I...I still love you." I said almost like I whispered. Jughead just looked at me intensely as he proceeded with his line. "Damn it. Are you hearing yourself, Camila?"

Cheryl is laughing behind her script while Betty is biting her lips to avoid giggling. I love how my friends support me. Insert sarcasm because they actually annoying me!

Apparently, my character still loves Jughead's character when he comes back so she will kinda cheat on Kiel's character. That's the gist of it. How am I supposed to do that? And cheating?! It just reminds me of what happened to us.

I think we even have a freaking kissing / make out scene in the second freaking episode of the season and the rest will follow.

Kiel doesn't have a problem with it I think because he doesn't look bother in the script reading. Because we're JUST dating and we're just doing our job.

I'm just overthinking this. I want to quit at the moment because damn it first Jug and I have past and second, I'm dating Kiel who is also in this show.

I sighed. Finally,the script reading ended. I immediately went to the comfort room. That's so embarrassing. I said "I still love you" like I meant it. Like it wasn't an acting.

I walked while distracted and still thinking that I am going to be working again with Jughead.

"Oww. I'm sorry." I bumped into someone who is obviously Jughead by the smell of his clothes. I almost don't want to look up.

"Hey...Jug." I just started to sound casual.

"Hey..." He said and proceeded to walk away but I don't why I even keep talking even though I know he doesn't want to talk to me.

"Uhhh...welcome back. I was surprised about your appearance." I said trying to start a conversation and he stopped to look at me.

"Yeah. Well, I said I am coming back. Don't you remember?" He said. Uh, he did say that in Paris but I don't actually think that he will still do it after what happened to us. But yeah, work is work. I guess he signed a contract.

"Right. I guessed you already signed when you left the show?" I said and smiled to him but his emotions remained blank. So I thought about bringing up the convo we had in IG, "About the dinner...I'm okay this weekend. Are you?"

"Just...forget about it." He said before walking away to the comfort room. I mean...he's the one who even asked me to treat him to dinner as thank you.

That's kinda rude. I kina feel hurt. He just left. I kept on initiating a conversation but he just turned me down.

Am I being too annoying? Maybe, I am. Gosh, I sounded desperate. I walked away in embarrassment.

"There you are!" Kiel said when he noticed me walking slowly because of my thoughts.

"Hey!" I said trying to smile.