Since the Beginning L.S.

Chapter 4

Chapter 4
Louis' POV

I don't even know why I agreed to tell him. I'm stressing out over it because nothing has changed about my feelings. If anything they've gotten stronger. I can't help but to think that it's gonna be instant rejection. I feel like I'm gonna end up without a best friend and a huge crush on someone who doesn't reciprocate my feelings. I'm still pacing in my room. I've only got 30 minutes before guests are supposed to be arriving for this party.

"God, get your shit together Lou," I say while rubbing my face.

"Either it ends well and you go from there or rejection and you move on with your life," I say, despite knowing it's easier said than done.

Suddenly I'm broken out of thought by my mother's voice.

"Louis! Harry's here!" she shouts.

"Coming," I shout back.

Of course, he's early. Well, I guess I just have to get it over with. I walk to the living room and wave at Anne and Gemma.

"Happy early birthday Lou," they chorus.

"Thanks, guys," I say.

"I'm staying the night right Boo," Harry asks.

"Yes Hazza," I reply with a smile.

"Why don't you and Harry go to your room before the other guests arrive," my mother suggested, to which Anne nodded along. Gemma made her way to Lottie's room. I guess it's better to get it over with now rather than later.

"Yeah, okay," I said, making my way to my room with Harry trailing behind.

I closed the door behind him as he sat on my bed.

"So, I told you I'd tell you who he is if I still had feelings by now," I said nervously.

"Yeah, and I said the same," he said slowly.

"Well, I guess we're finding out?" I ask tentatively.

He nodded.

"At the same time?" he asked, fiddling with his fingers.

"Yeah," I breathed.

"Count together?" he asked

I nodded

"3,"

"2,"

"1,"

Author's note:

haha I'm a bitch so cliffhangerrrrr. working on ch5. this one's a bit short but I've got plans :))
-katie xx