Wounded

XI

Kylo

Kylo was mad, mad at the fucking rebellion for deciding today out of all days to be seen on the planet Pasaana.

Kylo was already having troubles fulling committing do the dark although you would tell no one, and hearing his mother's voice in his head was just further proof that Kylo was growing weak.

Seeing Venus looking terrified at him in his state was enough to pull him out from his burst of anger.

Something about her and her presence was something that he craved.

After their little incident in the meeting room, he looked into her small file.

Venus Canyo Zione, born 10 ABY, place of birth unknown, been employed by the first order in 30 ABY. The last 5 years she's spent working her way up from assisting nurses to becoming one of the best healers on the Finalizer.

He had 20 years of missing information and he knew asking her was a dead end so that's why he had Ap'lek dig deeper in her history knowing she was least afraid of him.

He got into his TIE fighter and set the coordinates to Pasaana knowing the rest of the Knights would follow.

How would he react when he reaches the planet and sees the Rebels. His TIE fighter entered lightspeed, it wasn't long then.

Stupid fucking Rebels trying to go after the wayfinder he wouldn't have cared if they actually had the bravery to go out to get it but fucking Hux was so up his ass about putting a stop to them.

He didn't know what he wanted to do. A part of him wanted to be the ruler of all the galaxy and have that power to make everyone tremble beneath him, and another part of him was tired of living this depressing life and wanted to get back to his mom and dad.

Fuck.

His dad.

His emotions overtook him, rage filled him and he almost crashed his TIE fighter trying to land it back on the Finalizer.

It took everything not to chop everything in his path with his lightsaber.

The day was already ending and his mind wandered back to Venus and how scared of him she was. Her day was going to end soon and he would see her soon enough.

He used the force to call for Ap'lek telling him to meet him. While heading to his room he was stopped by Hux.

"What happened on Pasaana Ren?"

You really weren't in the mood for this.

"The Rebels got away," he said as he kept walking.

"How did you let them get away, there was only a small group of them with no-" he stopped abruptly because you were using the force to choke him.

"They. Got. Away," you said through clenched teeth you wished you could've killed him right there and you should've but you decided to save that for another day.

Kylo sent him flying to the wall and laid on the floor gasping for air, he watched as a crowd of people took him to the infirmary and you left to meet Ap'lek.

When he entered his quarters he noticed all the damaged that he did last night was now fixed and the room looked as it had before.

Ap'lek approached you. "Supreme Leader."

"How was she?" Kylo asked not really wanting to deal with formalities right now.

"Once you left she fell asleep at 3:47, woke up at 6:03 for work, made coffee at 6:15, and reported to work at 6:30"

Kylo nodded, you went to the kitchen that you never had bothered to use before and saw the cup and the coffee pot washed and put to dry.

"If I may Supreme Leader." Ap'lek said

Kylo nodded swiftly.

"She asked about your personal affair with other women."

"What did you say to her?"

"That I had no knowledge of what you do." That is a lie, whenever he felt like he needed sexual release you often found someone to do the job. But nothing was like Venus before he would never go out of his way to think about someone else or even bother to see the same girl twice.

"I felt her energy," Ap'lek continued "She was curious yet scared at the same time she doesn't know what to think of this."

"Of what?" Kylo said, he couldn't have Ap'lek thinking that Kylo was feeling something towards anyone and, to be honest, he didn't even know what he was feeling just that Kylo needed Venus.

"Of you and her," Ap'lek said Kylo felt the uncertainty of his answer.

"She is just something to keep me distracted." Kylo didn't think that was true but he didn't want him to think anything more of it.

"Of course Supreme Leader." Ap'lek bowed his head at you. "She gets off work soon shall I escort her to her room?"

"Yes, tell her to bring her clothes as well."

"For the night again?"

"Tell her to bring it all."