When does life begin?

What to do

I felt magic happen when i was with Leo i mean i loved him but he didnt L.O.V.E me he loved Ell i knew it. He talked about her twenty four seven. I really felt like crying but after a few hours i just let my self cry into my hands. With Leo sitting next to me and Justine looking back at me.

Whats wrong? Justine stood up right away.

Um nothing i said still crying and shaking.

I know something is wrong. Justine said sitting in front of me.

Just ughh nothing ok. I said annoyed and shaking and crying harder.

If u dont tell us we cant help. Leondre said.

You cant help with it u cant stop loving someone. I said with my terrible shaky voice.

What are u talking about Leondre said as he grabbed my hand.

Can i see ur phone please it will explain everything for me. I said.

Here he said giving me his phone.

I looked thru his and Ellie's text heres what it said.

                 (L for Leo E for Ell)

L: u know i talk about u a lot

E: haha oh yea why

L: idk really

E: leo seriously

L: ya

L: i guess i daydream and dream about u to much

E: awe ily

L: ily2

I stoped reading and threw his phone on the other couch not locking it. Leondre got up and saw what i was looking at. Justine then got up and looked at it.

Why were u looking at my texts with Ell? Leondre asked me.

Um i dont know i said running up the stairs and locking myself in the bathroom. Im not worth anything here i said hitting the back of my head againt the wall. I blacked out i put myself into a cuncushion.