The Bands

~23~

*Jamie's POV*

An expression of guilt pervaded through my face. I knew Amelia had been cutting again but i didn't tell Luke because I promised Amelia.

"Im sorry" I sobbed out kneeling down in front of my best friend who was unconscious and laying on the couch.

"Jamie babe this isn't your fault" Calum said rubbing my back

"Yes it is, i knew she had been cutting again yet i didn't try to stop her and i promised her i wouldn't tell Luke because..." I say but cut myself off

"Because of what babe?!?!" Calum asked

"Because I've been doing it too" I say. Calum's eyes started to water.

"Why didn't you tell me Jasmine!?!!" Calum yelled

"Calum I'm really sorry" i say standing up and grabbing his hand. He roughly pushed me off

"No Jasmine what the hell is wrong with you" Calum yelled

"Babe im sorry" I sobbed

"No...no" He said. I grabbed his hand again. "Fuck off Jasmine" He yelled and stormed off.

I fell to my knees. I felt two strong arms wrap around me. I look to my side and see Luke

"Im sorry Luke" I whisper

"Its fine Jamie...go after Calum explain everything to him. He needs you." Luke whispered

"He hates" I say

"Trust me Jamie he couldn't hate you even if he wanted to " Luke says.

I nodded and stood up thanking Luke. I ran down the hallway seeing Calum was already on his way back. I ran to him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he wrapped his on my waist. I sobbed into his shoulder. I heard Calum sniffle a little bit. I pulled away and saw he was crying

"Hey, hey Calum babe don't cry" I say

"Im so sorry Jamie. I love you and i never want to lose you. Im the worst boyfriend ever" He says as a tear ran down his cheek.

"No Cal your not you're an amazing boyfriend " I say

"If i was so amazing then you would come to me for an escape, instead of some piece of metal" He sobbed

"No baby im sorry i was an idiot. This is my fault. I won't do it ever again." i say

"Promise ?" he asked

"I promsie babe" i say and he connects our lips together.

"Guys, Amelia's awake " Lauren says

Me and Cal raced to the room to see Amelia wake.

~Amelia's POV~

"Amelia why the hell would you do this!" Luke yells

"Babe please don't yell " I say softly

"No Amelia this was stupid and childish!" Luke says

"Just like when you cheated on me right?!?" I yelled back. Standing up quickly only to tumble back on my butt on the couch.

"Oh please let it the fuck go" Luke said

"That's what i told you...to let me the fuck go. Honestly i didn't want to have anything to do with you ever again but you were so persistent on me giving you another chance. I missed you ok. I missed waking up next to you. I missed your blue eyes i missed my first love. But now i see i fell in love with a complete jerk. And you want to know the worst part Luke, the worst part is i can never stop loving you and i can never hate you either. I love you Lucas Robert Hemmings but you obviously don't love me the way i love you. Have fun with Lauren i hope you guys are very happy together and i will find someone new. Bye ill see you guys at rehearsals tomorrow." i say and grab my bag and sweater.

"Amelia..." Luke says

"No Luke honestly its fine goodbye...i love you" I say and leave. I called Niall to come pick me up. He brought me back to the hotel and i thanked him.

"Mom? Where's Dad?" Matt says

"Luke, Matt, he is just Luke again" i say and a tear slide down my cheek.

"Im sorry mommy " Matt said.

"No Matt im sorry you shouldn't have to go through this." I say

"Well you shouldn't have you to go through this either. We're both soliders in the same war no man gets left behind...remember " Matt says

~flashback to when i was 13, 5 years ago~

Child services was taking Matt away and as Matt packed.

"Matty are you sure you dont want me to go instead" I sobbed

"No, Amelia you must take care of Nana" Matt said

"Your my brave little solider. We'll meet again one day Matt and I'll never let you go ever" I say

"We're in the same war Am and no man gets left behind " Matt said hugging me. He went downstairs and left with these two men. I fell to my knees and Jamie, Emily and Ashley were hugging me as we all cried.

~flashback over~

"Yea baby i remember " I say

"No lets go to sleep mommy you need your energy to kick some butt out there on stage" Matt said

"Your 12 and you're even smarter than me" I say

"I know, now go to sleep or ill hit you with a spoon" Matt said

"I guess Nana has rubbed off on you. Night Matty i love you my brave little solider " I say

"Night mommy" He said. I loved this kid i thought and then i fell asleep.

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Guess who's back, back, back, back again, gain gain, Amelia's back tell your friends friends friends. Hi hows yea doing you know my recent situation so yea i sorry but i love you all bye my monkey bums -Amelia