Finding Yourself [TodoDkeu x Reader story]

{8}

Closure happens right after you accept that letting go and moving on is more important than projecting a fantasy of how the relationship could've been

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{3rd Person POV}

"Y/N, please. Just breath." Midoriya says as he tries to calm you down.

After coming into the house you started to have a small panic attack only after Todoroki closed the door. Both boys immediately ran to your side to help calm you down. The tears continued to come and your breathing was getting worse. Todoroki thought that it was getting too hot for you so he used the left hand to rub your back so that his quirk was rubbing on your back, It was comforting, to say the least. After almost an hour they finally succeeded in calming you down but you didn't say anything to either of them as your body leaned into Midoriya's embrace.

"Do you want to sit on the couch? Maybe you'll feel more comfortable there?" Todoroki asks motioning to the couch with his head.

You shook your head but leaned more into Midoriya. You felt safe and secure, more than you ever had with Bakugo in the years you've spent with him. It felt warm as if you were in a dream and you never wanted to wake up from it.

Midoriya on the other head didn't know how to feel. On the outside, it looked like he was just comforting a friend but on the inside, he was conflicted with his emotions. He didn't know if he should be happy that your actually relying on his cause as long as he's known you you've always been someone who doesn't like to rely on people and it's making him feel that he's not only doing his job as a hero but someone you can trust with everything and that's what is making him conflicted.

Before he got together with Todoroki in his final year of UA he had a crush on you when he saw the fire and determination in your eyes at the sports festival and that feeling never really went away even after he found out that you and Bakugo got together. He wanted you to be happy so he distanced himself from the two of you even when you wanted to spend more one with him. Sometimes he wondered if you liked him back when it looked like you were giving him signals but he never really acted on them in case he may have ruined his friendship with you.

Todoroki was somewhat also conflicted on how to feel in the situation at hand. But not in the same way Midoriya is. He is having an emotional battle with himself where on one hand his trying to find a away to get his mind off of Bakugo and the emotional train reck you just had half an hour ago, it on the other hand he's picturing himself, you, and Midoriya happily together and you not sad about anyone. And like Midoriya he's had a crush on you that also never really went away. And sometimes when he's alone he'll fantasize about all the things you three could do together and he's trying so hard right now not to think about that so nether region doesn't give away what he's thinking.

You finally stood up and started walking to the hallway to your room. "I'm sorry I ruined today for you guys and also wasting your day off. You don't have to stay. You can leave if you want, just lock the door on your way out."

"What are you talking about? Who said you wasted our day off? And what about the dinner you promised us?" Midoriya says getting up off the floor and walking to you to stop you from locking yourself in your room. He won't admit it but he didn't eat all day just so that he could eat every last thing you've prepared for him and Todoroki.

"Well this dinner is ruined with the mood and I'm sorry about that." Before you could open the door to your bedroom you felt a cold hand grab your wrist knowing that it's Todoroki's hand that grabbed you.