How we fell in love

Chapter 10

Sara's POV

Do you know anything about the boat that went down here before the coast? Nyssa asks me. The boat, the freighter, Ivo, Slade all the memories of the past year are coming back again. Why does she want to know that? What happened with Ollie? O my god Ollie. "Ollie" I manage to say.

"Do you know anything about it, Sara?" Nyssa asks again. "I...I" I don't know what to say anymore. I don't want to talk about it. It scares me and I have to think about everything that happened again after the Queen's Gambit went down. I feel the tears forming in my eyes again. Why, why does she want to know this. The tears escape my eyes now and I am crying. I see that Nyssa is starting to look very confused and concerned.

I am getting more lost in my thoughts and I hear Nyssa say something to me, but I can't make up what she said. She is starting to look more worried and worried by the second and I start to panic more and more. I don't want to be here anymore, I want to go home. I don't want to go with Nyssa, she has no idea what will happen to me when we arrive, or she is lying. Then I finally hear Nyssa say something "Sara...Sara are you okay? she asks.

Nyssa's POV

"Sara...Sara can you hear me"I say, but she isn't responding to anything I say. She starts to cry and I start to worry, seeing her reaction she probably knows what happened there or at least knows something, but it looks like she is having a panic attack and I can't seem to calm her down. What has happened to her. I am wondering, what happened that she is getting a panic attack after just asking something.

"Sara...Sara are you okay?" I ask again. It looks like she finally hears me and she starts to calm down a little bit. "Uhm I...I" is all she managed to say. "Do you want some water to drink?" I ask her. She nods so I walk out of the tent and get some water, when I do so I see one of the members coming back. She tells me that she hasn't found anything and I don't have a lot of hope that the other two might find something. I think we will leave tomorrow back to Nanda Parbat, but we will see when the others come back.

I walk back into the tent. Sara looks scared, but it looks like she calmed down a bit. I gave her the water and she took it. I take another look at her, she looks scared and that would be the first time, since I found her that she really looks scared. "Thank you," Sara said. It startled me, because I was in my thoughts again. "You're welcome," I tell her. She looks at me "Why do you wanna know what happened on that boat?" She asks then.

"My father sent me here to find something or someone, remember" I say. "Oh yeah" she said. "It looks like you know something about it atleast" I say. "I spent a year on that boat" she then said and she looked down, looking like she was about to cry again. "Do you also know why it went down?" I ask. "Yes I do, that is the reason I am hurt the way I am right now" she said.