I need you Dr Reid {S.R X Reader}✔︎

1. Wake up

A loud bang echoed through the streets, a sharp pain rippled from the side of your stomach throughout your body. You instinctively held your hand over the pain. Looking down at your hand you realised it was covered in blood. The hooded figure ran away as you crashed down to the floor. You were still conscious but barely, all you knew was that if you didn't call for help neither you or your child would make it.

You frantically patted your pockets to find your phone but it wasn't there, when you were shot you dropped it and it fell out of reach. You vision was becoming blurred and you weren't sure how long you could hold on for. You dragged your self along the wooden floor towards your phone, with your unbloodied hand you dialled the first number you saw. You probably should have called 911 but if you were going to die today you wanted to hear Spencers voice one last time. The phone rung twice before he finally picked up.

"Hey what's up? We literally just hung up" Came Spencers voice through the phone, you were breathing heavily and Spencer could hear "Is it the baby, is it coming?!"

"N-no" your voice was quiet and shaky "Sp-Spencer, th-there w-was a g-gun a-and-" You could barely breath

"WHAT?! Y/N we're on our way, stay with me... ok?" Spencer was frantic, you heard him say something to the team, and seconds later you heard his car engine start "Y/N can you hear me are you still there?"

"Yes... I'm still here..." you tried with all your might to stay awake

"Good, we're about 5 minutes away, have you called an ambulance?"

"N-no... I- I wanted to hear y-your v-voice..." you looked down at your side, and tears flooded your eyes "Spencer I scared... Please come quick"

"We're really close, Derek called an ambulance, just- just stay on the line"

"Ok... I- I don't want to die... I don't want to lose the baby, Spence" you sobbed

"I know... we won't... I'm almost there" Spencer voice was breaking.

"I love you... I love you s-so m-much, you were the only p-person w-who made m-me feel special... You save my life so many times"

"You're talking like you're saying goodbye, don't do that, don't give up, you promised me you wouldn't give up" Spencer broke down over the phone, the truth is that you weren't giving up but if you were going to die you wanted Spencer to know everything.

"I won't... I promise... I won't g-give up" you looked towards the door and saw blue flashing lights, you weren't sure if it was ambulance lights or the SUV blue lights "I see lights is that you?"

"Yeah it's me" Spencer responded. The lights got closer and the world spun. You forced your eyes open. Before you knew it Spencer and the rest of the team were crowding round you, trying to stop the rapid blood flow

"You're here, I promise I'm gonna f-fight... J-just b-be strong" Your eyes were constantly shutting and then fluttering open again.

"I know you are" Spencer tried to smile through the pain but it was hard, you were pale, your breathing was forced, heavy and deep and the gunshot wound on your side wasn't good.

"I- I l-love yo..." Your words trailed off as you lost the fight to stay conscious. You let the darkness in and shut your eyes.

The teams POV

"No, no, no, no, no" Spencer mumbled quickly "Y/N wake up! Please" Spencer collapsed and he buried his head in Y/Ns shoulder "Don't leave me! Please don't leave me" he kept repeating as he sobbed.

The ambulance arrived shorty after, they wheeled Y/N into the ambulance very quickly and the moment they were ready to leave they raced to the hospital. Spencer sat in the back of the ambulance sobbing. "Sir how many weeks pregnant is she?" the paramedic asked

"Uh- th-thirty six weeks" he could barely talk. Once they arrived Y/N was sent straight into surgery. Spencer had no idea what to do, he couldn't sit still, pacing wasn't calming him down, he wanted to scream. When the team arrived, a nurse sent them all into a private room so that they could calm down Spencer. "Kid, I know this is difficult but you need to try to calm down"

"CALM DOWN! HOW AM I MEANT TO CALM DOWN?!" Spencer screamed. The whole team stared at him heartbroken. They had never seen Spencer breakdown like this, there was so much pain in his voice. Spencer collapsed down to the floor, Derek immediately crouch next to him and pulled him into a hug. Spencer nuzzled his head in Dereks shoulder and screamed. His screams were partly muffled by Dereks coat covering Spencers mouth however it was still audible. Derek put his hand on the back of Spencers head. What was happening to Y/N was horrific, and Spencers reaction was adding to it. The whole team was crying as they watched their friend, their boy genius completely unravel in front of them. Once Spencer had let out his screams, he began to silently sob "I can't lose her... I don't want to do this without her" he mumbled

"I know kid" Derek stroked Spencers head with his thumb. Derek didn't know how to help Spencer, he felt so helpless, the whole team did.

Hours passed, after a while Spencer ran out of tears to cry. He sat in a chair and stared numbly into Space. No one talked, no one moved, they frequently glanced at Spencer, the wait was painstakingly slow. Finally after hours the doctor finally came in. Everyone stood up quickly trying to read her face, trying to work out if the news she was bringing them was good or bad "Dr Reid?" She asked looking around the room, Spencer stepped forward and nodded "We were able to give your wife a C-section and I am happy to tell you that you have a beautiful baby girl" Spencer smiled at the news "Because your daughter was premature we had to put her in an incubator, which she'll be in for a couple of weeks so that we can monitor her"

"And- and Y/N- m-my wife?" Spencer asked hoping the news would be just as good as the last, the doctor took a deep breath

"She- she's alive. But she's in critical condition, we don't know if she'll wake up or not, I'm so sorry" She finished, Spencer felt his previous numbness disappear and he was once again consumed with sadness. "When you're ready sir, I'll be happy to take you to your daughter but I'll give you a moment" The doctor gave him a sympathetic smile and left the room. Spencer stood frozen shaking, the not knowing if he would ever be able to talk to his wife again was killing him inside. Hotch walked round and stood in front of Spencer "How about we go see your daughter and then we'll go see Y/N" he suggested. Spencer couldn't speak, he just nodded and walked out the room...

AUTHORS NOTE: Well FUCK this was hard to write I genuinely had a lump in my throat while writing it. I think part of it is the thought of Spencer having a completely breakdown but fuck me that was difficult.