How Does Love Work? (Ushijima x Tendou♡)

Something's Up With Ushijima

hi hiii !! im back with a new chapter finallyyyy- ive just calmed down from the first update and i really appreciate and love the comments you've been giving me !! I love u alll <33
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Ushijima was in the shower as he was just thinking. Thinking about everything that's happened, just everything. His wet hair covered his eyes as he exhaled softly.

"I'll be okay... I'm gonna be okay..." Ushi said quietly to himself as he rubbed at his eyes.

He loved Tendou to the point he could die. Ushijima just wanted the red haired male, to love him back or at least reject him. He wanted something, and he wasn't getting it.

"I-I can't be rejected if I don't confess first, I'm stupid.." He replied back, to himself, as he closed his eyes.

He slightly hit his head, with the shower wall, as he felt tears slip down his cheeks.

"I'm.... crying?" The brown haired male said as he kept wiping at his tears. His eyes felt stingy, as his cheeks were heating up.

The male finally finished with his shower, as he changed into the clothes he had on the sink.

The volleyball ball player walked downstairs looking over at Tendou.

"You can shower now.. I left some clothes for you, in there as well.." Ushijima explained as he walked up to the red haired male.

Tendou smiled, "Yes yes.. woah Ushi you must really like me!!!" He said as he smirked at the other.

Ushijima blushed a bright red, as he looked away.

"You're my f-friend? U-Uhm right? Why wouldn't I put clothes there?" Ushi questioned looking like a confused kitten.

Tendou started to laugh as he messed with Ushijima's hair.

"Awww- I was just teasing you, don't worry." He reassured, as he smiled softly at the taller male.

"Okay. I'm gonna shower now, you better not miss me..~" Tendou said as he smirked at the other as he walked up the stairs, and into the bathroom.

"Ushijima looked sad..." He said softly, to himself... as he hit himself on the forehead.

"God. I can't help you.. I don't know how to help you.." he said as he felt tears build up, in his eyes.

The male gripped onto the sink, as he didn't want to cry too much. Tendou didn't want to seem weak, in front of Ushi, even though the brown haired male didn't even know Tendou was crying.

"Let's just shower.." the red haired male exhaled, wiping away his tears as he turned on the water.

Meanwhile Ushi was just playing with his stuffed bunny.

"Hmm- should I throw you away..?" He said, as he pouted slightly.

The male played with the bunny ears, "I've had you for so many years now. I can't throw you away.. what I'm I thinking.." Ushi said to the bunny, as he smiled.

"Bunny.. do you think Tendou will ever love me? Or should I just give up?" He asked, tilting his head to the side.

"Oh... he's too good for me? That makes sense.. I can never get Tendou then? Oh... that makes me sad.." Ushi said, as he wanted to cry but held it in.

"I can't be weak... and cry, again."