I don't know myself
I'm attached to this delusion of
Having someone who can't be mine
The beautiful smile, graceful attitude,
Adorable lullaby-like voice,
Made me fell in love
Again and again.
The sins of craving the forbidden love
Wanting for more, the red lips,
Attractive eyes, fine skin,
Ah, I don't want anyone to look at this person!
I want this person for myself.
Able to converse the conversation easily,
How envious of that person.
The introvert me, wanting to be like that.
To be pretty, to be popular..
How I wished for meaningless things...
that would never made that person to look at me.
My, my beloved person.
Although you'll never notice me,
Although you'll hate me
Although you'll dislike this silent confession of me..
I still wished you the best of blessed and lucky life.
Ahahahaha.
Laughs, jump into puddles,
No one would notice how much I cried,
For a person that never know about my existence.
Swollen eyes, runny nose, temperature is quite high-
WHO CARES IF I'M SICK!
I cried out the pain that I've been enduring.
Dear you,
I love you.
Separated by 2302 miles,
social status,
Family etiquette,
Time that across the globe,
The sea that holds millions of memories,
Sweat and tears to achieve the ambitions,
Say, how could I forget such a person like you?
The wrinkles on your face from working to chase your dream,
Yet I'm here still doing nothing but keep on blabbering the nonsense of loving a person who never knows me,
Always amazed with your honest smiles and laughs,
While I'm faking mine till my muscles aches.
I miss the warmth that I never had, in this cold rain.
May this rain wash away the sadness and pain, I pray.
God, please bless him and his family. Please let him be happy till hereafter.
"time to wake up", I said.
Yet I still dreaming of you.
You've grown matured,
Still happily pursuing your career,
Spread the love and passions,
No matter how tired you are.
Say, who is the person inside your heart?
The person you're in love with would be lucky,
This person here wished your happiness,
Secretly hope for impossible
The desire that I kept by myself
This unrequited love.
My, my beloved person.
Although you'll never notice me,
Although you'll hate me
Although you'll dislike this silent confession of me..
I still wished you the best of blessed and lucky life.
I love you.
Sincerely, your admirer.
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@sapphire_wani: The Anthology of Self-Reflection
Poetry"This is my story, a story about me, a child that step heartily, to the ladder of adolescent as adult to be, awoken by harsh reality, but still want to dream in the fantasy." - s...
